TheFinal-Dance

2011-08-15T17:59:00.002+08:00

Sometimes life can b soo wonderful..But at times,life can b soo hurtful..Everybody will have to go thru a setback in life..Some people may choose to breakdown and cry while some may choose to smile and pretend that everythin is ok..Life is like a wheel..There will be ups and downs..However,it keeps moving on..We will not experience downs all the time and we may not experience ups all the time..but what I have learnt is that no matter how in trouble u are,all u have to do is accept it and think positive..everythin happens fer a reason..nth in life happens juz to ruin ur life but to prepare u fer somethin better in the future..Always cherish every moment in life now,be it gd or bad..Always remember small moments like these are goin to b the moments that we cherish thruout our. Lives..When you experience a setback,nvr give up..Be like a wheel on the road,alwaes moving on with life no matter how tough the road may be..dun b a wheel at the carpark..alwaes remaining where you are coz ur too afraid to move on and lose wht you hv now..

2011-06-18T16:44:00.001+08:00

Why dun u knw how to cherish what u hv now?Why must u blame me fer everythin?You only realise what u have done fer the family and u say tht i dun do anythin..thats juz pathetic!u juz care bout wht u hv done but nt wht i have done..everyone sides u and hates me..fine i get it..ur the favourite n im the hated..i get it..but once u put urself in my shoes and realise wht i hv to go thru..i will b thankful to god tht im nt u..stop trying to blame me fer everythin..ur juz the same..mayb its better fer me to keep on goin to werk thn stay at home..coz right nw,i feel more wanted at werk thn at my own home..since ur the favourite,why nt u go to werk n come bck home to siblings who give u attitude problem all day long?!!ive been patient with u..u scold me i dun mind..i juz keep quiet..but im ur older sister fer goodness sake..nt ur bitch!u say im nt sacrificing enuf n tht i ferget my adek..but u dun even knw half of the story..when i said im tired aftr werk,u say its juz an excuse..well,maybe one day when u strt werkin,ill torture the exact same way u did to me..ive had enuf if ur shitty attitude..if u hate me so much,juz say it..stop bitching bout me..coz ur even worse thn i am!!!!

2011-05-27T13:00:00.001+08:00

I stare at my reflection in the mirror
Why am I doing this to myself?
Losing my mind on a tiny error,
I nearly left the real me on the shelf.
No, no, no, no, no...

Don't lose it all in the blur of the start!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
it's okay not to be okay.
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
there's nothing wrong to who you are!
(who you are [x11] )

Brushing my hair, do I look perfect, hey?
I forgot what to do to fit the mold, yeah!
The more I try the less is working, yeah yeah yeah
[ Find more Lyrics on http://mp3lyrics.org/n98p ]
'Cause everything inside me screams
No, no, no, no, no...

Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
it's okay not to be okay.
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
But tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
there's nothing wrong with who you are!

Yes, no's, egos, fake shows, like BOOM,
Just go and leave me alone!
Real talk, real life, good luck, goodnight,
With a smile, that's my home!
that's my home, no...

No, no, no, no, no...
don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
it's okay not to be okay...
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are, yeah!
yeah yeah yeah

2011-04-23T17:25:00.000+08:00

2011-04-22T14:59:00.001+08:00

You give to me hope
And help me to cope
When life pulls me down
You bring me around

You teach me to care
And help me to share
You make me honest
With kindness the best

From you I learned love
With grace from above
It's for you I live
And I want to give

You are the reason
That fills each season
When I hear love I think of you
You are my world and best friend too

I love you because you are so kind, thoughtful and caring
I love you because you are so pleasant, lovely and sharing

You made me the lady I am
Thank you

2011-04-17T16:27:00.001+08:00

Heartbroken is all i can say...Its the only word that can describe how i am right now..ILOVEYOU but you dun see it anymore...y?..coz u only care abt u n nt me..u only care abt how u feel..bt nt abt how i feel...What happened to u!?i loved you sooo much..but y must u keep doing this to me!!!!i stuck to u thruout everything!supported you in everything!!had ur back 24/7!!i was there when noone else was!!i was there fer u when you fought wit ur family..i was there fer u when you were sick..i even gt scolded by my own parents juz fer u!!but y do u still care only abt u?!u controlled me like a robot..and i didnt say anythin..y??coz i love you too much to hurt u..but u??u said u love me and that you are proving it..how?by making me cry??by nt being there fer me when i need you the most??by hurtin me?by telling me to shut up??by screaming at me???is that how u prove ur love to me?..wow..thanks...i love you..bt nt this control freak!i loved the guy that really cared fer me..that was there fer me everytime i needed hym!!no words can xplain to you how hurt i am..no words!!n no time in the world cn xplain how long it will take fer my heart to recover...but u wun care..u'll juz continue doing the same..but u wanna knw sumethin?..bcoz i love you,i will juz pretend that u didnt hurt me,u didnt make me cry and that all the hurt u caused me todae have been forgotten...all bcoz i love you..i will let u control me,hurt me,make me cry,make me suffer bt i will still act like it didnt hurt..coz i love you.... Emma

2011-04-03T17:04:00.002+08:00

Someone once told me that you have to choose What you win or lose, you can't have everything Don't you take chances, you might feel the pain Don't you love in vain 'cause love won't set you free I could stand by the side and watch this life pass me by So unhappy, but safe as could be So what if it hurts me? So what if I break down? So what if this world just throws me off the edge My feet run out of ground? I gotta find my place, I wanna hear my sound Don't care about all the pain in front of me 'Cause I'm just trying to be happy, ya Just wanna be happy, ya Holding on tightly, just can't let it go Just trying to play my role, slowly disappear, oh But all these days, they feel like they're the same Just different faces, different names, get me out of here [- From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/l/leona-lewis-lyrics/happy-lyrics.html -] But I can't stand by your side, oh no And watch this life pass me by, pass me by So what if it hurts me? So what if I break down? So what if this world just throws me off the edge My feet run out of ground? I gotta find my place, I wanna hear my sound Don't care about all the pain in front of me 'Cause I'm just trying to be happy, oh, happy, oh So any turns that I can't see Like I'm a stranger on this road But don't say victim, don't say anything So what if it hurts me? So what if I break down? So what if this world just throws me off the edge My feet run out of ground? I gotta find my place, I wanna hear my sound Don't care about all the pain in front of me I just wanna be happy, oh, yeah, happy, oh, happy I just wanna be, oh, I just wanna be happy Oh, happy

2011-03-27T15:44:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is the day...Tomorrow will decide if what we have done this 3 months have been worth it...Tomorrow will put our hard work to the test...I'm confident we can do it....Brace yourselves for tomorrow,dancers...Good Luck!!!(L)

2011-03-15T16:48:00.000+08:00

Edited By Me(L)

2011-03-12T14:31:00.002+08:00

There Was A Couple Who Loved Each Other Dearly And Couldn't Take It When They're Apart.One Day,The Guy Gave The Girl A Challenge.He Said"Baby,I Want To Give You A Challenge.Can You Do It?".The Girl Readily Agreed..Then,He Said"I Challenge You To Not Contact Me For 24 Hours..Are You Up For It?".She Agreed Without Knowing That He Is Actually Dying Of Cancer..After 24 Hours,The Girl Was On Her Way To The Guy's House Excited To Tell Him That She Did It..Once She Entered His House,She Saw A Coffin In The Living Room With A Note Stuck To Its Lid..It Was From Him...It Wrote"You Did It Baby..Can You Do It Everyday??ILOVEYOU"

There Was A Couple..They Were Very Very Happy..The Loved Each Other Dearly..They Were The Picture Perfect Couple..Except For One Thing..The Girl Had Cancer..One Day,The Girl Collapses And Was Brought To The Hospital..She Was In A Critical Condition And Needed To Be Operated Fast..The Guy Was By Her Bed Holding Her Hand Tightly..The Girl Whispers Weakly"Never Let Go..No Matter What Happens..I Need You."He Promised Her...Then,The Doctors Came In Looking Worried And Told The Guy To Leave The Room..He Didn't Want To..He Shouted"NO!I Promised Her I Wouldn't Let Her Go!I Promised!"He Was Then Pulled By The Nurses Out Of The Room...The Girl Was Crying As Their Hands Were Not Holding Each Other...The Girl Was Wheeled Into The Operating Room..2Hours Later,The Doctors Came Out With Bad News.."Im Sorry,We Tried Our Best" Was All They Said..And It Was Enough To Send Him Collapsing To The Ground,Crying...She Died And He Didn't Even Say Goodbye..He Wasn't By Her Side...She Needed Him But He Wasn't There...The Next Day,The Phone Rang.."911,What's Your Emergency?"...A Voice Screamed"HELP!!My Son Is Not Breathing!!"..The Son Was Brought To The Hospital...It Was Too Late..The Son Had DIed..Doctors Couldn't Find A Reason For The Death And Were Shocked To See That The Boy Who Died Was The Boy Who Refused To Let Go Of The Girl Yesterday..

2011-03-05T17:43:00.002+08:00

(ILOVEYOU SYG)(Happy Belated 3Mthsary)(Thanks Fer Being My Pillar Of Strength)

"Be A Lover,Never A Hater"
"Be A Fighter,Never Give Up"
"Stay Strong,Never Crumble"
"Stay Happy,Never Worry Coz Problems Are Never As Big As They Seem To Be"
"Do Admit,Never Deny"
"Do Try,Never Say Die"
"Please Smile,Never Cry"
"Coz You Never Know That Someone Out There Is Smiling Because Of Your Smile"
"If You Believe,Hang On,Never Move On"

2011-02-20T16:36:00.003+08:00

Sayang,
I Love You...
I Love the way you smile..
I Love the way you laugh
I Love the way you look at me...
I Love the way you hug me..
I Love the way that you never fail to make me smile even when im upset...
I Love the way you make me so complete & happy...
I Love the way you make me feel when i'm wit u...special...
I Love the way tht you never fail to say tht u love me whenever i wake up in the mornin & b4 i sleep at nite...
I Love the way you love me for who i am...
I Love the way you give me your most sincere love everyday..
I Love the way you nvr fail to make me love you more everyday...
I Love the way you make me feel protected...
I Love the way tht i can be me when i'm with you..
Most of all,I Love the way you love me...
I just want to say thank you to u fer being there fer me 24/7...I am soo awesomely lucky to b able to call someone like u my boyfriend...You always make me love you more than yesterday bt less than tmr.....No matter how imperfect others say u r,u r perfect in my eyes...I know tht this isnt much bt i hope you like it...Thank you fer makin me shine syg....Thank you fer bringing out the best in me...you make me do things tht i didnt think tht i could do like overcoming my fears....you made me stronger...Syg,juz remember....No matter wht happens,iloveyou...Muah...

Emma(L)

2011-02-19T14:18:00.003+08:00

"I Wanted Everything To Stay The Same..But Feelings Fade And People Change.."

I want a relationship where ;
◦when people look at us , they be like ” i want to be in a relationship now ”.
◦we go shopping together.
◦we make fun of each other , but come out stronger at the end.
◦we’re each others best friends.
◦we take cute pictures.
◦we match our outfit on some days.
◦we can never stay mad at each other for so long.
◦we show off each other to everyone.
◦at the end of the day we’re happy we’re together , no regretting.

Emma(L)

(Correct the mistakes urself ya?:))

2011-02-05T15:44:00.001+08:00

And as I look into your eyes
I see an angel in disguise
Sent from God above
For me to love
To hold and idolise

And as I hold your body near
I'll see this month through to a year
And then forever on
'Til life is gone
I'll keep your loving near

And now I've finally found my way
To lead me down this lonely road
All I have to do
Is follow you
To lighten off my load

You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
And gave me air so I can breathe
You open doors that close
In a world where anything goes
You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose

And when I feel like hope is gone
You give me strength to carry on
Each time I look at you
There's something new
To keep our loving strong

I hear you whisper in my ear
All of the words I long to hear
Of how you'll always be
Here next to me
To wipe away my tears

And now I've finally found my way
To lead me down this lonely road
All I have to do is follow you
To lighten off my load

You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
And gave me air so I can breathe
You open doors that close
In a world where anything goes
You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose

And though the seasons change
Our love remains the same
You face the thunder
When the sunshine turns to rain
Just like a rose

You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
And gave me air so I can breathe
You open doors that close
In a world where anything goes
You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose

You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose

2011-02-02T16:15:00.002+08:00

Birthdays Are A Special Day...Birthdays Are Even More Special When Celebrated With Family & Friends & Loved Ones..Thanks To All Those Who Wished Me Through Sms,Email,Fb,Twitter,Face 2 Face And Many More..And To Those Who Gave Me A Huge Surprise Bashing Sexy 16 Birthday Celebration,U Guys/Girls Just Made My Day...And To Those Who Gave Me Gifts & Cards,I Appreciate It TTM!..Thanks Again!God Bless..

XOXO,
Emma(L)

2011-01-29T17:37:00.004+08:00

*We Dance For Laughter,We Dance For Tears,We Dance For Madness,We Dance For Fears,We Dance For Hope,We Dance For Screams,We Are The Dancers,We Create The Dreams...♥*
(Creds To Rose's Blog...)

xoxo,

Emma

2011-01-15T16:50:00.002+08:00

Some Say Love It Is A River
That Drowns The Tender Reed.
Some Say Love It Is A Razor
That Leaves Your Soul To Bleed.

Some Say Love It Is A Hunger
An Endless, Aching Need
I Say Love It Is A Flower,
And You It's Only Seed.

It's The Heart Afraid Of Breaking
That Never Learns To Dance
It's The Dream Afraid Of Waking
That Never Takes The Chance

It's The One Who Won't Be Taken,
Who Cannot Seem To Give
And The Soul Afraid Of Dying
That Never Learns To Live.

When The Night Has Been Too Lonely
And The Road Has Been Too Long.
And You Think That Love Is Only
For The Lucky And The Strong.

Just Remember In The Winter
Far Beneath The Bitter Snow
Lies The Seed That With The Sun's Love,
In The Spring, Becomes The Rose.

2011-01-14T22:25:00.003+08:00

I used to mean the world to u..
I used to be the one you choose first..
I used to be the only one that you love..
I used to be the one that you come to when you have issues..
I used to be the one that you will prefer to meet thn your frens..
I used to be loved by you sincerely..
U used to tell me how special i am..
U used to tell me how different i am..
U used to tell me how much i mean to you..
U used to tell me how much you love me..
U used to tell me how much you don't want to see me hurt..
U used to love me sincerely..
But now,i am all alone...you broke every promise you made me...you broke my heart,you shattered my world...But still i love you with all the little pieces...why?...i dun have an answer fer it...But i just don't get it...Why did you promise never to leave me?..Coz you juz did...Why did you promise to never hurt me?...Coz you juz did...Why did you say tht you couldn't bear to see me hurt?..Now,you're the one hurtin me...Why did you say you love me?...You made me believed tht it was true...Why must you do this to me?...I'm a human being too...I have feelings too..But i alwaes have to put my feelings aside n alwaes take the blame even though its not my fault..I juz dun understand why m i so stupid to still be in love with u?...Why m i soo dumb?..U Left Me..You broke your promises...But why m i still here n still loving u?..i dun knw the answer...Guess the heart wants wht the heart wants....I just wanna wish you good luck fer ur future...Im going to go away frm ur life...It would make ur life easier kn?..Thn fine...I'll leave...I just wan you to knw tht ILOVEYOU...goodbye sweet memories...goodbye life...goodbye love...goodbye guys,goodbye u....

Emma(L)

This is juz something tht i come up with...u wanna read,read...dun wan thn nvm...like it?..thnks..hate it?..shh!...hehe...enjoy ok..some of it is real...n some is juz fer the others...ok?

2011-01-03T16:49:00.002+08:00

Before A New Chapter Begins..We Should Look Back And Reflect On The Last Chapter Of Our Lives..The UPs,The Downs And The In-Betweens..Reflect On What We Can Do Better In The Next Chapter And What We Want To Maintain...Who Are We Going To Leave?Who Are We Going To Still Be With?Are We Going To Meet Someone New?Who Will Make Our Lives Miserable?Who Will Be There For Us In Our Darkest Moments?Will Something Happen That Can Change Our Lives Forever?Will The Next Chapter Be Good Or Not??Whatever The Questions That We Have,We Can Be Sure Of One Thing..Its Going To Be An Adventure!..So,Treasure Every Moment That We Have In The Next Chapter,Rejoice About Every Good Thing That Happen And Learn From The Sad Things And Mistakes That Happen...Be A Better Friend,Be A Better Lover,Be A Better Daughter/Son,Be A Better Cousin,Be A Better Granddaughter/Grandson,Be A Better Person..Believe In Yourself More Than Last Year...Achieve Your Goals for This Year..Good Luck!!

Emma(L)
(Correct The Mistakes Urself Ya?:))

2011-01-01T00:22:00.001+08:00

2011!!Here's To A New Start...May You All Have A Better Year Ahead!!!!!AMIN...

Emma<3

2010-12-27T14:07:00.003+08:00

Isn't a relationship supposed to be filled with love and happiness?..True..But why is it tht some relationships nowadays are filled with fights and sadness?...People say that LOVE is the most wonderful feeling on earth..But why m i feeling the opposite?..Usually when ur in a relationship,ur suppose to be supportive of each other and respect each other's personal space and shower each other with sincere love..But why is mine nt like tht?..Why can't guys understand the situation that girls are in sometimes?...Guys just don't get the meaning of support and understanding...When you're in love,it means that you have someone in your life tht u find special and wan to be more thn friends with..But why is it now,some people stead juz fer the title of "in a relationship"?..What crap is tht?..Some relationships can b the best experience ever..But why did tht feeling tht i had wit hym last fer only a few months?...I know that relationships have problems...But ususally when couples love each other,shouldn't they be able to go thru it without breaking up?..He said he still loves me..But where the heck is the prove?!...Why can't he understand the fact tht im still 15?...Why can't he understand tht im nt independant like other girls?..I understand that we can't meet often bcoz of my protective parents...But why must he make tht an issue everytime?..I understand how sad he feels to have a gf bt can't meet..To me,if you really love me,you'll understand my situation..Why doesen't he get tht?..Why must i be blamed fer every fight tht we had?..I knw im nt perfect..But tht dosen't mean u r..Why must you make it seem like im out to ruin our relationship?..Yea we have third party problems..But why can't you understand tht at tht time,i loved only u!?..Why can't u trust me?..You said u loved me..But u dun trust me?..That is not called love...why?..Coz in every relationship comes trust n with trust comes love...Why can't you understand tht im still young?..Why must u put urself first?!..What abt me??...Why can't u think abt me??..My feelings?..They use to matter so much to u..but now?..Why r u fergettin wht love is all abt?..Why r u puttin ur temptations first b4 my feelings?!..Who am i to u?..ur gf or ur puppet?..I tried to understand the situation tht u r in everytime..But why can't u fer once understand the situation tht i am in?....Why must i b the one to sacrifice getting scolded by my parents or failing my exams just fer u?..Wht abt u?..Have u ever sacrificed anythin fer me?..You put all the blame on me as if ur so perfect..I know ur 18 nxt yr..So wht?..I must listen to u?..i must sacrifice everythin fer u?...Im nt mad or wht...im hurt....im heartbroken..I juz dun understand where i went wrong?..What wrong did i ever do to u till u hurt me like this?..Tell me...Tell me where i went wrong..Was i juz nt good enuf fer u?..Or is it bcoz i nvr followed wht u said?...Or is it bcoz im juz lacking?..Tell me!..I loved you..How could u do this to me?..You said you loved me...but why r u doin this?...why r u arguein with me?!..Wht wrong did i do?..Why must u bring up the past mistakes tht i did?..But why cnt u bring up the mistakes tht YOU DID!...Why is it tht even if the argument is ur fault,i must b the one to apologise?..Am i the guy in the relationship huh?..Everythin is alwaes my fault..i m sorry fer nt bein enuf fer u..im sorry tht im nt worth it..im sorry tht im nt perfect...i juz hoped tht fer once u would accept me fer all my imperfections..i guess nt...oh ya..Happy 8th....

Emma(L)

See tht?..read it?..Tht is wht i feel general..nt detailed...juz..haiz...difficult lah...if you tink tht its nt true thn whtever...its my feelings...my blog,my say..sorry fer the bad language..just seriouslr nt in a good mood..

(Correct the mistakes urself ya?)

2010-12-25T16:04:00.002+08:00

"I Wish Just For Once You'd Try To Understand How I Feel.."
"I Wish Just For Once You'd Try To Put Me First..."
"I Wish Just For Once You'd Try To Care For My Feelings Not Yours...."
"I Wish Just For Once You'd Try To Show Me Off To Your Friends....."
"I Wish Just For Once You'd Try To Think Of Me......"
"I Wish Just For Once You'd Try To Be Faithful......."
"I Wish Just For Once You'd Try To Keep Your Promises........"
"I Wish Just For Once You'd Try To Stop Lying........"
"I Wish Just For Once You'd Try To See That I Am Actually There...."
"I Wish Just For Once You'd Try To Stop Playing With My Heart.."
"I Wish Just For Once You'd Try To Not Put All The Blame On Me..."
"I Wish Just For Once You'd Try To Not Blame Me For Your Failures..."
"I Wish Just For Once You'd Try To Not Take Advantage Of Me..."
"I Wish Just For Once You'd Try To Not Change Me To Be Someone You Want Me To Be.."
"I Wish Just For Once You'd Try To Be Proud Of Me..."
"I Wish Just For Once You'd Try To Accept Me For Who I Am..Imperfect.."
"I Wish Just For Once You'd Try To Hold Me In Your Arms Whenever I'm Scared.."
"I Wish Just For Once You'd Try To Protect Me.."
"I Wish Just For Once You'd Try To Say 'I LOVE YOU' To Me.."
"I Wish Just For Once You'd Try To Finally Love Me ........."
And When That Finally Happen...Thn Will I Know That I Actually Mean Something To You....So,For Now..I'll Just Keep Hoping That One Day,You'll Show Me That I Mean Something To You..Not Just As A Gf..But As Your Lover,Your Girl,Your Life....ILOVEYOU

Emma(L)

I knw veh emo ryte?..But I knw tht there are girls out there n mayb even guys experiencin this..so,just here to tell you people that all of us has gone thru this type of relationship..who hasn't?..All we need to do is to have faith and patience...And everythin will b ok...

(Correct the mistakes urself ya?:))

2010-12-24T00:25:00.002+08:00

GONNA TALK MORE CRAP...GONNA SAY WHT I FEEL...SO,READ..ITS NT COMPULSORY...LIKE IT?..THANKS:)..HATE IT?..THN JUZ SHHH!!

Everybody says tht when ur in love..it means tht u accepted tht person fer who they are n tht you love them despite their imperfections...sometimes,you love tht person because of their imperfections and tht no matter wht,u see ur partner as pretty,handsome,cute,perfect just the way they are even though they may b in beggar clothes...But tht applies fer only some lovers who are lucky enuf to get these type of people...But fer others its a different story..Some people,they want to make sure tht whoever they are wit,these people MUST be up to their so-called expectations...And if their partner is nt up to par,they will do almost anythin to change their partners to suit their needs..But isn't love all abt accepting each other fer who we are?...If tht is wht love is all abt,thn wht is this?...You can NEVER make somebody someone tht they r nt...n u cn NEVER make somebody someone you wan them to b...Everybody has their own talents n originality...Everybody is born different..Different in personality,different in looks,different in everything...Even identical twins are different...So,no matter wht u do,u can never change somebody...When you change somebody,its like ur changing who they r inside...ur making them be who u wan them to be...NOBODY is perfect...Everybody is good at something,bad at something and love in a different way...Some people can't show tht they love you because they don't knw how to...But some people can show u tht they love u in sooooo many ways...Some people choose to let sincerity prove their love to you..But others may choose to shower u with gifts and pamper u n all tht...Some may not even try to prove to u...These are the people who chooses to let their hearts speak on their own....However,people like these are often misjudged...People like these are alwaes said to b the ones who dosen't love their partner bcoz they dun show it..When the reality is,they are letting the matters of the heart take over...Some people just can't accept the fact tht no matter how hard they try,no matter how hard they cry..NOONE can ever fit all the criteria of ur dream girl/guy...you just have to accept the fact tht people r trying to make u happy...But with u being obssessed with trying to make them change the way they originally were,you lose sight of why you love in the first place...You will lose the love tht you used to have with them...Everybody has to accept the fact tht no matter what,NOONE can be perfect...You just have to choose the one who will try to make u happy,who will go thru almost everything fer u,who will be there fer u,who will protect u,who will b with u even though u mess up,who will love u..And most impt,love you fer who u r...These people are hard to find...But once u find them,You will understand the true meaning of LOVE.....

(Correct the mistakes urself ya?:))

2010-12-22T13:30:00.004+08:00

*You're Going To Come Across People In Your Life Who Will Say All The Right Words At All The Right Times,But In THe End,It's Always Their Actions You Should Judge Them By..It's Actions,Not Words,That Matter..-NS

Im Gonna Kinda Talk Abit Of Crap..But..Its What I Feel..So,Read..Like It Thn Thanks..Dun Like It?..Juz SHHH!!!Everybody in ur life can tell you something tht makes you feel better at one point..But truth is,even though they can say something tht makes u feel better,in the end u have to see wht they do..actions speak louder thn words...take a relationship fer example...the guy can say tht they love you...but,in the end u have to see wht he does to prove to you tht he loves you..So what if he says tht he loves u?..every guy in the world can do tht..but it takes a special guy to go the extra mile to prove his love to u...It takes a special guy to make an extra effort to make sure tht ur loved,to make sure tht ur taken care of...And fer a friendship...people can tell you tht they are your best friend...but do you knw wht they do behind your back?..everybody can tell you tht they are your best friend..but it takes a true friend to really treat you like a best friend..how?..by not backstabbing you...by not wanting to beat you...by being happy fer u when u achieved something...by never being jealous of u..by always being there fer u..and if you were to have more thn one best friend,it would take a true friend to NEVER choose between the two or more..best friends are not just a status tht u have with some of ur friends..when u become best friends,it means tht you can relate to them in ways tht u cnt relate to others..it also means tht they have done something tht changes ur life to make u think n feel tht they r ur best friend....Back to relationships...u can have a relationship tht lasts fer 3-4 yrs...but even in tht 3-4 yrs,ur relationship can sometimes mean nth...but sometimes a relationship tht lasts fer 3-4 mths can mean everything...So what if you guys r together?....Are you guys together because you really love each other?..Are you guys together because you really care fer each other?..Are you guys together because you want to make each other happy?..or are you guys together just fer the status of ''In A Relationship''?..or are you guys together just because you want to prove to some of your friends tht you too can have a gf or bf??...Sometimes,when you r in a relationship,u fall too deeply in love tht you dun realise wht ur partner is doing to u....Love really is blind..Only when you have woken up into reality will you realise how harmful love can really be...

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2010-12-16T17:38:00.004+08:00

Hey people!..ok as you can see,i changed back my blogskin to one of the old ones...Anyway,pic above is taken idk when..Webcam wit sista!..haha..below are somemore...so..enjoy the pics...

OK..Below Are Some Quotes That I Find VEH VEH Meaningful And Has Something To Do With Me & My Life Now...Read IT Ok?...

QUOTE:

-People That Are Meant To Be Together Always Find Each Other In The End

-How Many Times Do We Forgive Someone Just Because We Don't Want To Lose Them,Even Though They Don't Deserve Our Forgiveness??

-I Hate The Fact That You Ignore Me Fer Soo Long,Than You Start Talking To Me LIke Nothing Happened.And By Saying The Simplest Things,You Make Me Smile..

-If He Is Stupid Enough To Walk Away,Be Smart Enough To Let Him Go.

I LOVE LOVE LOVE THIS ONE BELOW!!!!!:

-I Didn't Stop Loving You..I Just Decided To Stop Showing It..Because No Matter How Hard I Tried..You Just Wouldn't Get It...

OK!!Will post again!!

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2010-12-14T16:40:00.002+08:00

Hey people...How was the performance?..IT WAS FREAKING AWESOME!!!!Loved It to the MAX!...Although all of us got lost finding the museum,it was worth it..we had sooo much fun!..its weird tht we could get lost in such a small country like Singapore...We ended up makin 2 big rounds..we thought the place was far..actually we were circling the museum all along...haiz...But it was really worth it to me coz we got to meet sufri n shah!!!hehe..missed them!!they are still amazing dancers!!Love It!...Anyway,other thn tht,hols has been pretty much boring!!..i wanna go out!..Amalina juz announced to me tht there will b open house training strtin frm nxt wk..So,mayb goin,mayb not...anyway,hows ur hols?...did ur homewerk yet?..me??I tried...but its too confusin...hehe...i shall end talking crap here..OK!!Will post again!!

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2010-12-11T20:40:00.002+08:00

Hey People...Long time no update huh..Well,been quite lazy these days...anyway...i shall update bout the camp and whtever i remember ok?...

Camp:
camp was freakin awesome!!Had NIGHTWALK on the first night...and i was fortunate enuf to play the role of the 'pontianak' of the last scene...it was fun!!But had only an hour of sleep which was really saddening...other thn tht,the first day was fun...and me,being one of the 12 overall in-charge,i got to see everythin first hand...hehe...i loike!!second day,we had amazing race...tht was okok bcoz well,i stayed at sch n relaxed!!haha!!and at night had campfire...it was freakin amazing!!sooo cute the way the sec 1 n 2 act...thn the seniors did a performance which was ballroom..i was suppose to originally partner warren...thn it was changed to cindy...thn finally i partnered faez..he was fun to dance wit...we couldnt stop laughin!...haha...but thn tht nite aftr the campfire..we got a huge scolding frm mr teo...trust me it was nt a gd feeling..thn we found out tht the sec 3s this year will be the final batch of CCACs N SCs...wth?!...we cried ok?!...anyway...had a gd sleep tht night!...thn the last day was ok...had telematch...got freakin wet!!it was awesome!i loike!!!anyway,aftr camp,went home n slept!!...pics of camp r in my fb n izyan's fb ok?...

Others:
went to grandma's a few days aftr camp...stayed there fer 1 nite..had fun wit liyana n sista...hehe...thn went swimming juz now..it was fun!!...played with fam...and played the slide...been a long time since we had fun together..thn tomoro goin to the peranakan museum...y?...to watch our 3 coaches perform!!miss sufri n shah lots lots lots!!hehe...other thn tht,nth much...

Thts basically it...ryte now im tired n my hands are aching frm typing soo much..oh...me n bby(L)?..lets juz say...we r takin it slow...hmmm...:'(....anyway,shall end here ok?..sorry if i talk crap..get used to it...OK!!Will post again!!

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2010-11-30T17:56:00.000+08:00

WILL HOPEFULLY UPDATE FULLY TOMORROW!!

2010-11-20T15:47:00.004+08:00

Hey people...As you cn see i changed my blogskin,songs n tagg skin...sorry if its alittle cramp-ed...but its the best i could do....so,appreciate it aite?..Anyway,Camp is on mon n im nt even packed!..lazy!...Haiz..how Bby(L) and i doin?...Well,alhamdulillah(Thnk god)...we are ok..but still alittle shaky...hope we will b ok...7 more days till 7th monthsary!..haha...hope to reach one year...Anyway,enjoy the new skin and all aite?..will update this blog again tomorrow if i have anythin to tok abt..if not,shall update aftr camp aite?...toodles!OK!Will post again!!

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2010-11-17T22:15:00.003+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI!!

Hey people...ok...i juz came home frm grandma's...so tired...thn nw sister make problem..she was the one who pt her eyes up her butt bt ends up scolding me...haiz....anyway,today is hari raya haji!...so,i wanna wish Selamat Hari Raya Haji to all my muslim frens!anyway,im missing bby(L) ryte nw..haiz..b goin fer dance tomoro...lazy bt hav to....i shall end here to try to rest aite...OK!will post again!

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2010-11-09T13:02:00.005+08:00

Hey people...its been soooo long since this blog of mine is updated..So,lets split this into 3 parts,1)YLDC,2)Personal,3)General...aite?..

1).....YLDC camp was FUN FUN FUN!!Made soo many new friends and got exposed to soo many new techniques and dances!!!I SUKE I SUKE!..heh...there is juz too much to type out so,this is juz the general aite...i really loved the camp!...nvr regret goin there!!i swear!!Its like an extra exposure fer me n sab(Who was veh fun to b crazy wit fyi)...There was modern to contemp to hip hop to street to malay dance to indian dance to chinese dance to jazz to ballet!!!IT WAS REALLY FUN!!!If i had another chance to go,i definitely would!seriously and i think sab will as well...

2).....Now on to personal...remember in my last post i told u readers tht bby is was goin to work at keppel and mayb goin overseas...well,guess what?he didnt work at keppel!!yay!!hahah...it turns out tht his mum didnt allow him so todae he is starting a new job at mac...but idk which mac...how we doin?..well,slowly progressin but haiz...idk what to say...maybe its bcoz we dun meet anymore..thts y the phrase tht we used to say soo much "I Love You So Much..Muacks.." is gone...haiz...nehmind...i'll juz persevere...and hope fer the best..if we were meant to be together thn we will...hmm...watch the vid below k...its Apit n Appy-Takku Sangka, Takku Duga..its in mly though..but basically its abt what happens when someone in the relationship changes and dosent love the other anymore but kept it a secret...so,what these two sang abt is tht,they rather the person tht they were wif tell them the truth thn keep them waiting...I LOVE THIS SONG..its like reflection of me n bby...haiz...Enjoy k...

3).....Ok...went to grandparent's house on fri...stayed till sun...but b4 going to grandparent's hse,went to an open house by dad's boss..at the boss's house...its like a 3-storey BUNGALOW!!!i suke!!..its soo pretty!!...Maybe this sat goin causeway or marina....maybe not...had 'o' level mly remedial ysterday n todae...had dance ystrday n tomoro...can't believe im taking 'o' level mly nxt yr!!..dance was tiring as usual...thn had to go to the MPH again fer upcomin event...cnt tell u wat..going there again on fri...i think..other thn tht its all HOLIDAY!!haha...

PHEW...Sorry if i merepek(Tok Crap)...Anyway,shall end my post here..OK!!Will post again!!

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2010-10-31T22:10:00.002+08:00

Hey people...ok...im tired!..tomoro is the strt of the Dance Leadership Camp!EXCITED!!But...tomoro,bby(L)l will officially strt werkin...so...byebye communication...haiz..gonna miss hym!..how hv we been doin?...ok...we're on the road to recovering our relationship...slowly but we will get there...I assure u it wun b a smooh journey,but we will get there...anyway,watching 'POSSESSED' on OKTO now...HORROR!I LOIKE!Anyway,shall end here to watch movie!!

To bby(L):
Jage diri u baek2 k...I'll try to sms u everyday...I'll miss you sooo much syg....I Love You So Much...Muacks...

OK!Will post again!!

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2010-10-27T17:19:00.003+08:00

Hey people...well,today is bby(L) and my 6 monthsary...but...its nt really a happy occasion now...why?...basically,we fought at 12+ am in the mornin...i dun wanna elaborate on what happened...but I cried like hell ....cried myself to slp...haiz...i dun wanna elaborate...i will update u guys on my relationship with hym k...btw,anybody who thinks tht I dun love muhd haziq bin abdul rahim,u guys r wrong...coz I do love hym alot...but sadly,he himself thinks tht I dun love him...but nehmind2...shall prove to him slowly...if our love is strong enuf,we will strive...btw.to natasha:jgn stress2 k beb...kalau bukan takdir kau ngan die,thn kau tkleh buat ape2 k beb...ok...anyway,had volleyball interclass juz now...was fun but I hate tht we hv no class spirit...play like hell thn pain here n there...haiz...stamina goin down emma!need to work work work...thn aftr sch had dance...warmup was hell but trainin back to get abs...woohoo...abs abs here I come!but warm up todae sucked as my knee bled ALOT!Glad noone saw....anyway,tonorrow last day of sch....escited...but dun wanna leave frens..thn whats on the list fer hols??...well 1-4 nov hv dance leadership camp...wonder if baby's sch has it too...its intensive PT n dance..so...good luck emma...anyway,i shall end my post with a little fer baby...u all nk bace ,bace tknk bace tkpe....

To Baby:
Happy 6 Monthsary syg...i knw we fought juz now...but trust me,never did I once not love you...i swear...mmg I kadang2 tk txt u...tapi kn I pnah blg u kenape...mcm mane u bleh lupe?...i nk txt u...tapi I tkt I kacau u...tkpe....i nk mintak maaf kerana I tk buat my duty as a gf to u...i tau I mataer u yg paling problematic...btol tk...tapi I berterime kasih yg u persevere...bby,klau u dh tk bleh,u blg i...i tknk kite asyik gadoh gini...it sucks tau b to knw tht everytime kite contact mesti gadoh...tk pnah aman...n its alwaes abt the same thin...bby,i wonder how long this cn go on b4 u leave me...i knw skrg u dh tired n stressed out...i fhm...jadi I mintak maaf I seorang mataer yg terok...tapi,i janji I tk pnah tk cintakn u...walaupun kite berjauhan,u tetap dlm hati i....jgn sesekali u ckp I dh tk syg u agy...saket hati I u ckp gitu...i akan cube dari skrg utk buktikn cinte I pade u...tapi b..i nk u igt...noone is perfect...i knw my mistakes...but I harap u understand what im goin thru...i wanna work thru this...i dun wanna end this way...i really love u...from the bottom of my heart,i wanna say...i love you so much and I dun wanna end this relationship like this...happy 6 mthsary...muacks...

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2010-10-26T19:04:00.002+08:00

Hey people!...ok...guess what? Guess wat?!Tomorrow is Bby(L) and my 6 mthsary!!sooooo excited!?but....there is also bad news...Baby told me yesterday tht he alrdy gt a job...yea it shld be gd news...but he gt a job with keppel...n he may hv to go overseas...thts the bad news....if he goes overseas,thn it means we wun meet,wun b able to communicate in any way...haiz...how?...nehmind...if our love is strong enuf,we will manage to carry thru ...anyway,had the business sales thingy...made 141 bucks!wooohooo!but it was dead tiring...had to carry heavy3 stuff from nana's house to ama's hse the day b4 and thn run frm sch to u.t and bck thn to ama's hse thn to sch thn to u.t thn to sch again carryin those heavy stuff,ice,cooler box etc on the day itself...but overall it was a gd experience...i loike!...hehe...well,tomorrow will b our inter-class...nt excited fer it coz our class spirit wasnt really there so we will nvr win...anyway,last day of sch will b on fri and we will get results slip on tht same day...excited!..thn on fri goin out with mat n his mum to mat's checkup...scared fer him...anyway,shall end here...ok!will post again!

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2010-10-24T16:34:00.002+08:00

You Have To Take The Good With The Bad,

Smile When You Are Sad,

Love What You've Got & Remember What You've Had..

Always Forgive But Never Forget,

Learn From Your Mistakes But Never Regret,

People Change,

Things Go Wrong,

Just Remember,

Life Goes On.....

Hey people..Im really sad ryte now...Really veh sad...Why?..Haiz..I dun really wanna tok abt it...I guess being apart fer too long really cn strengthen or worsen a relationship...and mine went to the worsenin side..yes..to him,we may b okay..but to me,we have drifted way way apart...we used to be inseparable..people alwaes said tht we look gd together...even when we cnt meet,he would understand and we would try to compromise..we used to be there fer each other when sumethin goes wrong..i used to tell him everythin n he used to tell me everythin...we juz used to be sooo in love..we contacted every single day..no matter how difficult it is..but now,we are drifting apart,people think tht im single,now if we cnt meet,he would blow his top at me and say how unfair it is on him and compromising is never an option..it was either he wins or i apologise...now,if sumethin goes wrong with me or with hym,none of us would knw abt it..now,if i ask hym abt sumethin he would say "why do want to knw.."...now,our love has gone down...we dun communicate even once now...haiz....i really juz dun knw what to say...wht hppn to emm{A}ziq?...Even now,when we do get to meet,sumethin alwaes displeases hym and in the end we fought again...im on the brink of giving up...seriously...what m i suppose to do now?...haiz...

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2010-10-22T13:28:00.002+08:00

[Cute OR Not?..haha..Those memoirs]

Hey people..ok..well,im Bored to death!..And guess what?..I MISS BBY(L)!!His pp8 finish so we cnt sms..And he is bz with sume stuff,so we dun communicate..haiz....Anyway,tomoro gt kenduri at abah's hse!..will take pics if possible..Anyway,watch the vid below aite...i soooo wanna watch this!!...Anybody knw when this come out??its stomp the yard:Homecomin!There is twitch!!i suke i suke!!!Enjoy!!And i changed my playlist..so..enjoy!!OK!Will post again!

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2010-10-21T17:18:00.002+08:00

Hey people!..ok thevids below are some of my fave pieces of kyle hanagami and his friends...enjoy kk??OK!!Will post again!!

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2010-10-19T17:53:00.002+08:00

2010-10-09T13:19:00.003+08:00

(Look At The Temporary Scars On My FACE!!D:)(BBY:Familiar tk baju?)

Hey people...ok...its EYE exams now...How has it been so far??Well,eng was okok....But im nt tht confident in getting A1 fer the paper...Malay was hard!!I am soo not confident on getting high marks!..haiz...Thn S.S...Was ok..Not tht bad but not tht good either..Anyway,how me & bby?..HAIZ!!..thts all i can say...but atleast we r not fightin everyday..and we dun communicate much...thts a gd thing ryte?...we r progressin ryte?...Anyway,bored to death...MSN-ing with Dan..Gotta study maths n bip these two days...

Anyway,forget abt bby and my problems..The vid ontop shows Chris Breezy on MTV video music awards in 2008 or 2007...It was his first time performing on the music awards and he made an AWESOME first impression!..Although the performance was like 2-3 years ago,i still cnt get enuf of it..Chris Breezy will still be my idol ..Enjoy!OK!!Will post again!!

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2010-10-05T19:56:00.003+08:00

Hey people..Can I share a problem of mine to u?...Can?...Well,Me and bby nt doin soooooo well these past few weeks...yes I repeat weeks...we have been constantly fighting..seriously...its like everytime we otp,we alwaes fight...thn everyime we sms,also fight...its like we can't even communicate without fighting..seriously...i mean I really love him sooo much but how long is this going to continue?...to him I dun wanna be with him...but to me he dosent understand the choices tht I hv to make...haiz...noone is tto blame fer this except me...i pity him seriously...but what cn I do...i tried to help but we end up fighting..i really dun knw how long this will go on b4 one of us realise tht its too much...n trust me,i dun wan hym to realise tht coz I love hym too much to break wih him...haiz...ok mayb it was juz wishful thinkin on my par to believe tht fer once I could last long with a guy tht I truly love...i dun knw...but I do knw I really love hym...more thn all of u cn think...i really love him...but I dun knw how he feels...i wanna apologise fer my mistakes...but I also feel tht its nt worth it to apologise coz I will still get hurt in these relationship...but I dun mind coz I love him n I would do anythin to see him happy...even if it means tht I hv to leave him...which I dun..haiz...what do I do now?...how do I keep this relationship goin?...haiz...

Anyway,on to the nxt subject...i dun understand why friends backsab each other...i mean what's the point of bein friends,if u backstab them?...is tht wat u call a fren?..even worse fer a best fren...u juz call urselves best of frens...but tht wun mean a thing if u actually backstab each other...i mean come on lah...wats the point of being frens when all u do is backstab each other?...i hv heard of a saying which means tht if u guys are frens,u guys would backstab each other face to face..not behind each other's backs...its seriously pathetic...why be frens when all u do is backstab?..and besides,shouldnt u love ur frens fer who they are?...and stop judging them...juz bcoz of somethin small,u lose ur frenship...is tht worth it?...yes EVERYBODY is nt perfect so,u shld accep ur frens and best frens fer who they are n nt who they are with..as best frens or fren,u nid to consider the other's feelings too..how would u feel if ur best fren were to stab u in the back?...huh?!...how would u feel?...hurt rye?..u dun wan or hate when people backstab u...but how come u r backstabbing them?...is tht logical?...to me,its juz plain dumb...people like this should learn this quote"Treat Others The Way You Wan To Be Treated"...So nxt time if ur frens backstab u,it means they wan to be backstabbed...fair ryte...seriously...its sooo dumb to backstab people...why?...coz its their life...not yours...so why are u fussin over it?...its not ur life,it dosent affect u,so why are u being such a B*)+H abt it?...u go ard backstabbing ur best frens..have u ever spared a thought fer their feelings?...stupid ryte...how would u feel if people were to backstab u?..huh?!how would u feel?...is I fair to backstab ur best frens to make them look bad and u look gd?...is it fair?...to me its juz plain stupid...it is...people shld love u fer who u r...and if ur best frens backstab u,thn mayb they shldnt even be ur best frens...

Anyway,sorry fer the tough language...if I offended anyone im sorry....but im juz tellin the truth...anyway,i shall end this post with a BIG GD LUCK TO ALL TAKING EXAMS TOMORROW ONWARDS!!MAY YOU SUCCEED!!Ok!will post again!

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2010-10-01T16:40:00.002+08:00

Hey people...b4 I strt anythin,i wanna wish my awesome bby a HAPPY 17 BDAY!!!I Love You Soooooo Much Bby!!muacks...hehe...anyway,bby came down to study with us todae...it was freakin fun!we gave him a big big bday bash!!thn everybody ended up gettin smashed fer their belated or advanced bday...It was sooooo much fun!i suke I suke!!hahha...now im really dead tired!i hope he likes what I prepared fer hym...hehe...anyway,i shall end my post here to continue studyin!ok!!!will post again!!!

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2010-09-26T21:33:00.004+08:00

Hey hey people...guess what guess what!IT'S B.NICK AND BABY NICK'S 5MONTHSARY!!WOOHOOO!i juz wanna wish to bby,a happy 5th monthsary...nxt month will be the half a year mark!haha...we have been thru alot..n trust me sumetimes,we juz felt like us being together is nt workin out bcoz of certain people who not disapprove but dislike us being together..kn bby?...but in the end,we still stayed strong bcoz of one simple reason...i love him and he loves me back...kn bby?..im really happy tht we have reached our 5th month...to tell u the truth,i tot we will not reach 5 mths...so,our love is stronger thn I tot...oh ya...as u noticed,bby's photo is still missing...well,i did not hv time to finish editing his photo coz of all the jalan raye and stuff..so,i'll try to finish editing by this week k...i shall elaborate abt the jalan raye with kwn kwn in the next post ok...i shall end my post with replyin taggs aite...and to bby:happy 5th monthsary syg...

Taggs replied:
@B.nick:ur pic blum habes edit bby...nnti I tarok asap k...sorry...jgn marah k...
@Cindy:will link u asap k
@Natasha:will link u asap..but but but kau tk link aku!sodeh sey...:'(...haha aite...

OK!!Will post again!!

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2010-09-22T16:56:00.002+08:00

Hey people...bored at home right now...can't wait fer saturday...finally cn go out!..woohoo...anyway,ystrdy was by far the worst day of my life!..why?...well,i found out two devastating news abt two impt people in my life!...haiz..i dun wanna tok abt it...thn last nite,had a tiff with bby...ok I admit...i was heartbroken when his own sister dosent knw tht I actually exist in his life..she thinks tht another girl does...i admit I was heartbroken and the fact tht bby did not really try to correct it made me really upset...to tell the truth right,i was actually thinkin who actually knew tht he had nt me bt sumeone as his gf...haiz...nehmind nehmind...i hv to understand his feelings and thoughts too ryte...so,my decision?..lets juz put my thoughts and feelings aside...i respect hym and trust hym..so...yeah...anyway,im craving fer 7-11 chocolate cookies to drown my sorrows...haiz...nehmind2...sms-in mat now and karaoke-in....bored...shall end here...

Taggs replied:
@Cindy:heh...okok I miss u too sis....xoxo

Ok!!Will post again

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2010-09-19T19:52:00.003+08:00

Hey people...ok as you can see,i have changed my blogskin and songs...and if u were to see closer u would have noriced tht bby's pic is missing frm my description...we're still together...its juz tht I didnt manage to finish editing his photo ...so,yeah...i'll try to put up his new pic ASAP aite...anyway,tomoro is a monday,and im nt goin to sch...haiz...another week to go...missin my 2 sisters ryte now..who?..ama n cindy of course...they are my best frens and my sisters,,,and ryte now I miss them alot...i wonder if they miss me....probably not..they must b havin a blast witout me...haiz....i also miss my close frens and of course bby(L)!..haiz...2 wks im at home and we are unable to meet..haiz...i really do miss hym...anyway,i wanna go out!haiz...this comin sat(2509) mayb goin out jalan raya-ing with mat and his frens...lookin forward to tht...anyway,keep the taggs goin aite...and thnks fer the get well wishes..really appreciate it...OK!Will post again!

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2010-09-15T22:16:00.002+08:00

Hey people......sorry fer nt updating.....anyway,how is my hari raya so far?....well,first 2 days rocked to the max!thn the rest of it juz basically sucks!y??well,coz im sick and im unable to go to school fer 2 wks!!!THE HORROR!!i cant belive this....seriously...out of all days and months,why now?...haiz...somemore end of year comin!haiz...how m I feelin?...i feel really really weak n sick....haiz...nehmind....so,will be going back to sch on 27(5 mthsary!)....thn it will be full speed on catchin up with what I missed...anyway,missin my frens and bby...bby is really doin a gd job at comfortin me....veh sweet....love hym to the max.... Anyway,i shall end my post here.........ok!will post again!

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2010-09-10T12:14:00.002+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya!

Heylo people!im currently in tampines waitin to go to geylang....bored...anyway,SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all my muslims frens and readers!

Di sini,emma ingin menyusun sepuluh jari meminta maaf atas seluruh kesalahan emma kepada kamu semue either physically or mentally k..halalkn lah makan minun emma jika emma lupe nk bayar duit kamu yg emma pinjam...selamat hari raya ye...xoxo

Ok...on to the nxt one....remember the drawing?well,i promised to. U the answer ryte...well,so far only bby gt it ryte...the answer is...2704.....hahah...its me n bby's date when we go steady...anyway,i shall end my post here ok...OK!will post again..

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2010-09-08T23:45:00.003+08:00

Hey people...ok time check:11:47 n im like wide wide wide awake ryte nw...i knw u people must b wondering hw cn I be updatin my blog at such an unruly hour..well,i managed to upgrade my handphone juz nw!yay yay...well,upgraded to sony ericsson xperia...nice nice phone but alittle confusing..anyway,this phone has wi-fi...so,i cn update!hahah...anyway,enuf bout me...lets tok abt bby... well,his n'lvl started on mon...and end on 8 oct accordin to hym...thn he told me tht he will be workin. At the end of sept fer 3 days...am I happy??...well,of course not....reasons?1)he shld be concentratin on his n'lvl..2)the job tht he gt requires hym ro work fer 12 hrs and pays hym 60 bucks per day fer tht 12 hrs...i knw tht some of u will be thinking tht it shld be ok..well,its nt ok as he is doin physical work fer 12 hrs and 60 bucks per day means abt 6.70 per hour...nt realy worth it fer physical labour....tht is nt even puttin into account the amount of transport fare tht he needs to go there n come back...haiz...but again,i cant do anythin..bby already took the job and he is happy with the decision,so I juz support hym.. Anyway,freakin sleepy already but my eyes juz wun close..haiz...been coughin non-stop since juz nw...what to do...anyway its past 12 midnite and todae is officially the last day of the fastin mth!!yay yay bsk raye!woohoo...ok I shall end my post fer tonite here...ok!will post again!

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2010-09-05T16:33:00.006+08:00

Hey people!ok like finally i cn update...ok well,erm see tht pic ontop?..well i wan u to guess wht both the drawings are tryin to potray...Clue:both drawings mean the same thing,so,i get one u get the other...hehehe...gd luck gd luck!..i will tell u what the drawing means in my nxt post kk?.. Anyway,tht pic of me taken ystrday when we went to causeway pt to buke thn went to mini bits to buy accessories!i cnnt belive out accessories reached up to 70 bucks!woah....thn today goin out again to buke at this restaurant at CCK park there...So,yeah..Anyway,contacted with Bby(L) a few days ago....poor thing..he is sooooo stressed abt studies and all tht...haiz....really sad u knw when i see or hear hym soooo stressed and worried but here i m nt able to do anythin to help hym but juz listen......mataer ape lah kau ni eh emma..haiz.....i really pity hym...but there is nth tht i cn do now...Do we contact nw?..well,we do in the morning to wake each other up fer sahur and sumetimes in the evening to remind each other to buke...u people may think tht its too little communication but to me,its juz perfect coz it shows tht even though he is bz,he still managed to txt me even though if its juz few words...I dun mind as long as i knw tht he is safe...heheh...
To Bby(L):Jgn stress stress k...Gd luck fer ur N's....I love you.Sorry i tk boleh buat ape2 utk tlg u...Muacks!
anyway,guess the drawing aite?OK!!Will post again!!

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2010-09-01T15:57:00.003+08:00

Hey homies!...well,there will b two parts to this post todae:)..one will be on the major events in these two weeks..second part will be specially fer bby(L)...Alryte...so first part...Well,had teacher's day yesterday...but b4 tht lets tok abt our last day of training with the seniors(Alumnis) the day b4 which was monday...Had fun with every1 but it was all runied due to this one person tht came in with attitude...thn while helena,pravina & i were dancin,she juz out of nowhere shouted "If you dun pt ur fulleffort,im gonna throw u out of this dance!!" and giv us all the "i'm annoyed" face...WTH ryte...we were all practising like hell b4 she came and thn when she cane,we gt scolded!my resoect fer her went down the drain i tell u!...Haiz..Anyway,concert went oerfect!!despite her f*&kin attitude!...above is the vid...So.enjoy!...Thn aftr tht went to my pri sch with amalina,mat & bazil....Had fun slackin wit them...Thn at nite,bby(L) sms-ed like finally!....rindu banget!!

Talkin abt bby(L),we move on to the second part....on 27/08/10,we celebrated our 4th mthsary!...haha...yeap 4th mths...Yes i knw some of u might be thinkin "juz 4 mths?!",i am proud ok!....4 mths is an achievement fer us i tell u....i mean we went thru S*%t fer 4 mths and i am thankful tht he actually stook with me..heh...love u lah b(L)...Yes even though we may not be seein each other like everyday or contactin everyday,we still love each other..kn b(L)?.....even though we fite alot,seriously alot!!i love hym...btw,thnks fer the 4th mthsary gift syg....love you soo much..

OK....so thts the two parts.....Anyway,now otp-in with bazil...tokin bout our old times...met him yesterday..but...haiz..nehmind...Anyway,enjoy the vid aite?..n comment okok?!...OK!!Will post again!

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2010-08-22T15:26:00.002+08:00

hey people.....ok...erm...i shall tok abt fri only ok?..Well,we went to NTU to perform fer YOG..It was freakin amazing!!!i wun elaborate much but let me tell you tht UFDC brought glory to the dance!WOOOHOO!!Thn went home at nite,so mat fetched me at Yew Tee..Sweet boy...sanggup temankn...Thn slack-ed with hym,zawir,my sis & amirul(new fwen!)...thn went home at abt 10pm...Anyway,i lazy to elaborate on the week...So,i shall juz say bout todae and yesterday kk?Well,yesterday went out to grandma's...Mat wanted to meet me but too late..sorry boy....Thn today goin to buke at Mr Teh Tarik with fam..hahah..can't wait..But but but mat planned to meet me aftr buke..haiz..so,mayb juz mayb cnt meet hym..haiz haiz haiz...Anyway,i shall juz end my last post fer the week here ok?..I'll try to take pichas aite..OK!Will post again!

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2010-08-21T21:12:00.002+08:00

heyloo....Time check:9.17pm and im on the computer!..Well,im at grandma's now....So,i shall post everythin tomoro aite aite aite??OK!Will post again!p.s. sorry BBY(L)

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2010-08-15T13:38:00.002+08:00

Hey people...bored to death over here!..waitin fer 4 o'clock to meet mat to take porridge...Thn waitin fer 8.30 to perform bside Yew Tee Point..erm..if u people free ryte,come n see Unity Dance Troupe perform tonite ok?...haha...advertise2!...Anyway,this will be my last post fer the week...So,keep the taggs goin ok?...Below are some quotes tht i find really sweet!...but3 read the ones tht i highlight in red first ok?!...hahah..Enjoy!!OK!!Will post again!!

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Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU...

You'll never find the right person if you don't let go of the wrong one.

Just because somebody flirts with you doesn’t mean they like you. Just because somebody likes you doesn’t mean they want to go out with you. Just because somebody wants to go out with you doesn’t mean they love you. Just because somebody loves you doesn’t mean they won’t hurt you.

You liked me, I liked you. I developed crazy feelings and you made me so happy, and then you left. So why do I still care?

♥Before Marriage♥ .Boy-At last,I can hardy wait! .Girl-Do u want me to leave? .Boy-NO! dont even think about it. .Girl-Do you love me? .Boy-Ofcourse! Always .Girl-Have you ever cheated on me? .Boy-NO! Why are you even asking? .Girl-Will you kiss me? .Boy-Every chance i get! .Girl-Will you hit me? .Boy-Hell no! Are you crazy! .Girl-Can i trust you? .Boy-Yes! .Girl-Darling!! AFTER MARRAIGE READ FROM THE BOTTOM BACK TO THE TOP

if i text you, means i miss you. if i dont, means i'm waiting for you to miss me.

I don't want to be your friend; I have enough of those. I don't want to be the girlfriend; cuz one day ill be the ex. I just want to be your girl, who takes your breath away

Love like you never been hurt becuz every sixty seconds u spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back

If you like me, Tell Me. If you miss me, Show it. If you love me, Prove it.

when your boyfriend or girlfriend kisses you in public and takes a picture of it,uploads that picture,makes it his or her default on all his or her pages,calling you babe or baby,not afraid to hide it to his or her friends,always there for you,never makes you cry,says he or she loves you then kisses you infront of people,never letting them go,doing what ever it takes to stay together,texting or calling him or her 24/7. now thats a true relationship ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2010-08-14T16:30:00.002+08:00

Hey hey...well,where shld i strt the post today??Watch the vid above,its in malay though...So sorry to all non-malays out there...Basically,this song is abt how a guy felt when a girl left him...So,Enjoy!!Anyway,let's juz strt with my outing with mat on mon?...Well,we went to watch "The Last Airbender" at Lot 1...The story was not that bad...I loike the effects!..But but but i couldnt concentrate fer the whole 2 & 1/2 hrs.....coz of who??BBY lah..sape lagyk kn......bersabar je aku ngan budak ni tau(familiar ama?)....Tk phm2 tau biler org ckp "KAWAN"......ISH!...saket hati tau....Anyway,mat n i walk-ed back home from lot 1...Went to limbang park to talk...talk abt what??private...Thn he sent me home....Well,thn watch-ed NDP...Taufik was freakin hot ok!...hahahaha...Anyway,thn the rest of the week was schoolin,dance,dance,dance,thn meet mat who sent me home....Oh ya...Well,bby came to teach krump on tues fer teacher's day....Mat also came but fer awhile...NAIK DARAH tau ngan mat...ish ish ish...It was the day b4 puase so bby sent me home...Well,i dun really knw what happened,but aftr awhile,he said bye and juz walk-ed away leaving me like tht.....And let me tell u all arh,his face expression tht he gave me b4 he walk-ed away arh...seriously,went thru my heart seh...He show-ed me like this disappointed,sad,angered face...It really broke my heart...Tht face expression tht he gave me arh...cannot ferget it seh....Well,went home thinkin abt hym...Tapy,ade tau org tu ckpkn yg i tk fikirkn die langsung......Anyway,thnks mat fer comfortin me..ur care and hospitality was much needed....Everythin with bby is ok now....Anyway,had YOG performance on thurs...It wasnt bad....but i was fasting so,felt really tired....only mat knws what happened to me aftr YOG.....Thn yesterday had teacher's day auditions...Dun knw whether UFDC made it to the concert....But fingers crossed!!....Thn aftr tht mat fetch-ed me frm school,went to slack with hym till abt 4.30 thn went to Yew Tee CC to collect porridge with hym n kaizer....Met inaa and her boyf and his brother there....Thn went home...Well,now stuck at home...Freakin bored....Mat asked me to go out with hym....but its like somewhere far and besides we juz met yesterday and the day b4 and the day b4 tht...so,mayb another tyme ok?.....BBY??...He went to perform at Ang Mo Kio i think....Well,hope he has fun!!Anyway,b4 i end my post,i wanna wish all muslims a BELATED SELAMAT BERPUASE!!OK!!Will post again!!

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2010-08-08T16:06:00.003+08:00

Hey people..ok erm...todae,i shall touch on a sad matter...Well,i was browsin around in facebook and i found this post by a person abt abortion..Well,she actually wrote this story in the view of the poor bby....& in the end,she stated tht "if you're against abortion,please re-blog it"..So,below is the story....

Hi, Mommy. I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.

You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.

Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I do. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I don't like it, Mommy.

Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you're so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.

I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.

Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't know why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good person, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't want us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy?

You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?

It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or touched me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do that when you're awake, any more?

I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going somewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait.

...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something's going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you!

Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!

Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.

Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough? Please say you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you!

I love you, Mommy.

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

If you’re against abortion, reblog.

There is suppose to be a pic at the end but i couldnt get it...So,yeah..Anyway,sad story isnt it....Fer those who think tht this is not sad,well,you dun have a heart....But if u think tht this is not the right thing to do,please re-blog...Ok...on to the next topic...bored to death here,sms-in mat....Oh ya...goin out with hym and mayb my sis(KPO) tomoro...Well,mat actually wanted to bring me out to treat me to a movie..sweet boy ryte!!..hahha..Other thn tht,tues mayb gt dance prac thn will be able to meet bby!YAY!..rindu banget!....okok...b4 i strt tokin crap,i shall juz finally say tht 1)me n mat=Friends...!!2)i changed my playlist!..enjoy...if nt thn off ur speakers!..OK!Will post again!!

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2010-08-07T17:38:00.003+08:00

Heylo people...well,i dun really remember what happened in the week...So,i shall juz do the summary...Well,i do remember tht on monday(i think) warren gave me headphones!!!YAY!!hahah..thnks brother!....Thn had RHD rehersal,YOG rehersal & NDP rehersal...Well,mat was sweet enuf to wait fer me n my sis to send us home...oh ya..coach max took over on wed..and guess what??on the first day tht he came,he actually stepped on my foot!!!...Well,he was doing this jumping step and he tripped and i was right behind hym and guess what??he stepped on it!!!i was in pain but have to bear with it....Well,to summarise,the pain still lasts till now but feelin much better....Anyway,had ndp celebration and rhd yesterday...NDP WAS AWESOME!!hahah...me n pravina did krump as the energy tht she has as a dancer and a president will be passed down to me now....hahah...alot of them were shocked!..I LOIKE!!the vid is up at fb aite?....but RHD sucks!!our song was cut half way!!!!!i was freakin mad!!!haiz...nehmind2...thn aftr school mat treated me to bubble tea and guess wat??he gave me a bracelet tht he bought in indonesia!!.....its freakin beautiful!!i feel honoured to wear it as he said tht the bracelet means alot to hym and he wans me to have it...hahahaha..i loike..Thnks mat...Thn went fer teacher's day rehersal & met bby there...he taught us krump fer the last part....thn mayb juz mayb meetin again on tues to finish the whole thing up....Plans fer nxt week??well,yesterday mat invited me to watch a movie on mon with hym...thn on tues mayb gt dance again.......other thn tht,its not planned....YOG performance will be on thurs!!im nervous!!thn teacher's day auditions will be on wed!!haiyo!!Anyway,fastin is coming up on wed...So,to all my muslim frens: Selamat Berpuasa!!!!.......Anyway,now listening to songs.....sms-in mat....missin bby......Haiz.....Anyway, i juz wanna wish u all a HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!OK!!Will post again!!

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2010-08-01T12:50:00.003+08:00

Hey people...Ok erm...b4 i strt,i shall warn u tht this is goin to be one long post coz i will end it with a few poems..so if u lazy read my post,at least read the poems aite...i dun wanna do the breakdown fer the week so i shall do the summary instead aite??...Well,spent the whole week basically goin to sch to study thn stay back till ard 7 max....why??Well,bz with YOG & NDP rehersals aftr sch...Thn spent most of the nites otp-in with mat till 2+am or sms-in bby...but mostly otp-in with mat...Sweet boy,Amazin fren......Oh ya...Bby & i celebrated our 3rd mth on tuesday!....well,nth special was really done coz well,we dun meet anymore.....hmmm....sadded but nehmind.....Thn coach had his last day with UFDC on thurs.....Threw hym a special surprise going away party!..hahha...the pics are up at fb but at izyan's fb.....the pics actually explains the whole thing so i wun elaborate but i juz wanna thank coach a million fer teachin us sooo much..But b4 sufri went,he actually taught us wht he knows best & tht is hiphop fer YOG...Yeap sufri decided to combine hiphop with bermuda...Well,bermuda is 3mins plus so he added another 1min plus of hiphop...So,i can guarantee you all tht half of the dancers will be limping aftr the dance....Anyway,Had RHD auditions yesterday...Well,3/4 is confirmed in the concert!yay!so there will be a full dress rehersal on tues....Thn in the evenin accompanied youngest sis to her fren's 9th bday party...thn at nite sms-ed bby...Anyway,plans fer the week to come??Well,mat owes me a solo performance & sumethin else(Secret)...Thn mayb tomoro i will be dancin with hym.....Other thn tht is all stayin back fer RHD,YOG or NDP....tiring...Anyway,enuf abt school...let's tok abt personal life..Well,how bby & i doin??great..but sumehow ryte..i have this feelin...idk how to explain it...its like we are driftin apart...hmm...haiz...nehmind...i dun wanna elaborate abt it anymore....Anyway,realli tired of drama in sch and in life..realli gettin on my nerves how the people who used to care fer u soo much juz dosen't realli care fer u tht much anymore....hmm..Anyway,i changed my WHOLE blog layout..So,tht means i chnged my blogskin,my songs,my descriptions & my pics....So,suggested tht if u have the tyme go n re-read my descriptions aite??...I shall end my last post fer the week with a few(i mean alot) of poems on love & break-ups frm a book tht i read....OK!!Will post again!!

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Love Poems...

You Are All Of This To Me:
You're the thought that starts each morning,

the conclusion to each day.

You are in all that i do,

and everything i say.

You're the smile on my face,

the twinkle in my eye.

The warmth inside my heart,

the fullness in my life.

You're the hand that's laced in mine,

and the coat upon my back.

My friend,my love,

my shoulder to lean on.

You're my silly,mature,caring,

thoughtful,bright and honest guy.

The one who holds me tightly,

when i need to cry.

You're the dimple in my cheek,

the ever constant tingle in my soul.

The voice that makes me weak,

the happiness of my life.

You are all i've wanted,

you are all i need.

You are all i've dreamed of,

You are all of this to me.

Two Of Me:

I never thought i'd find myself

the day that i found you.

Plans for only one of me

are future plans for two.

Soul mates in this universe

that makes the world surreal.

For when i'd given up on dreams

you showed me love is real.

And now that all my love for you

will never cease to grow,

please take me in your loving arms

and never let me go.

Breakup poems...

Living Without You:

I keep looking in all places,

where you are supposed to be.

But i never seem to find you,

and you're all i long to see.

I just can't seem to understand,

what it was that changed your mind.

All this time i thought i knew you,

when really,i was blind.

But know that i do not hate you,

and i know i never will.

Because i cared about you then,

and i care about you still.

Even though you hurt me,

I can't seem to let go.

But i will go on without you,

and i want to make sure you know.

When We Risk It All:

We can't blame others when love dwindles away-

For we knew from the start it never promised to stay

It's just one of those things where the stakes are high-

And sometimes it's forever,and sometimes it's goodbye.

When you love the right way,you will never lose-

No matter what path life may force you to choose.

You may end up with tears or a broken heart-

But you knew what you signed up for from the start.

You can only give what you've got to give-

And if that's not enough,then you must continue to live.

Life will go on and broken hearts will heal-

You must continue on your quest,for that's the deal.

Throw your heart into life and never stall-

For the greatest risk is to risk nothing at all.

You see,love is the only thing that we know-

That can be divided but continue to grow.

And life isn't long enough to lock away our heart-

Just because life may have forced two people apart.

We will continue to love and continue to lose-

We will continue to pick and continue to choose.

And then one day we will just risk it all-

Take the chains off our hearts and dismantle the wall.

The last time we love will be the forever-

And never again will our hearts be forced to sever.

We'll never have doubts that it'll go away-

Because this time,it'll be here to stay.

But until then we must endure all the pain-

For we only see sunshine if we can wait through the rain.

2010-07-27T20:15:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 3RD MTHSARY TO B.NICK & BABY NICK........

2010-07-25T15:44:00.003+08:00

hey people...Watch the two vids ontop aite??...Its the compilation vids fer America's Best Dance Crew Season 3 Winners Quest Crew!!I loike the way they are soooo daring to do all kinds of stuff..In the 3rd dance tht they did in the first part of the vid,they danced with blindfolds on!...veh nice!...Enjoy kk??..Anyway,now listenin to songs & guess wat??i have not even touched my homework!...Clever girl!!..hahaha...going down to eat layta...Other thn tht,i m bored to death...missin bby....org tk msg die pun senyap...baek....haiz...Anyway,2 more days to the 27th!!hahahahaha....but his pp8 finish,so cnt wish...haiz....nehmind2...i'll find a way....Anyway,i was readin typicalmatsays and i found this post fer all the ladies..Its really sweet....

Your worth is not in the shape of your form or how sexually attractive you are to men.
In spite of the messages that inundate our culture, YOU are valuable because you are a human being.
You are worth respect and dignity because you are a person.
You deserve to be treated with decency and care because you exist.
Your body is just a form for you to bring the world the experience and unique gifts that only you can bring.
You are not here on this earth to be some sort of sexual stimulant to men.
You are not here on this earth to be nothing but a form for others to use.
You are here because you have something of value to contribute to the world.
You are here because the universe needs your talents and abilities.

Please understand, your worth is not measured by your measurements, your hair style, or what shows up on the scale.

Focus on who you are, find what it is that brings peace to your soul, give care and goodness to the world in
ways that give you a sense of your self.
Remember... you are a human being with a unique purpose in this world.

How i wish all guys think this way...hmm..Anyway,this will be my last post fer the week...erm...i'll try to take pics of coach's last day aite??...OK!!Will post again!!

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2010-07-24T15:15:00.003+08:00

Hey people...Breakdown of the week:

Monday:
Had SC/CCAC YOG briefin aftr school at 4pm..So,Cindy went to my hse fer awhile to wait fer the briefin....Mrs Rezentes came back!Finally!!...Other thn tht,nth happen...

Tuesday:
Report late to school..Yay!...But early in the mornin was awaken by mom's scolding....ape je pagy2 marah...rezeki lari tau....Anyway,school was fine...

Wednesday:
Had dance....Well,got TORTURED by coach...He made us repeat the dance again n again n again thn whenever we mess up,he made us redo the whole thing...Why?coz he was mad tht the props were unfinished and he blamed us seniors fer it...Haiz...Sodeh man.....He got mad tht he was like throwing the props tht yaya,ama,wiyah,huda & the juniors made with all their effort...ish GERAM!!Thn dh marah2,take it out on the dancers...haiz....little did he knw tht we were like planning a PLEASANT surprise fer hym when he leaves nxt week... :'(...

Thursday:
Had Eng test,Maths test & Chem test....SOOO UNCONFIDENT fer maths test...HAiz...Had dance again..But it was much better..We did HIP-HOP!FINALLY!!!Well,fer YOG in school,coach wants us to do two dance...one is the bermuda thingy and another is hip hop.....soooo excited...Thn,gt message fer NDP rehersal dates....Thn gt letter fer YOG rehersal dates....Haiz...sooo many dates,soo many rehersals....Sooo bz....Thn went home,on ebuddy & got the shock of my lyfe!Naseb tk pengsan....haiz...

Friday:
Was worried abt bby fer the whole day....Haiz....even dhillion said tht i was liveless and cindy said tht i looked weak....hmm...what to do...my mind was occupied with worries....Anyway,at nite,sms-ed rahmat or mat to ask hym sumethin...thn one thing led to another,we ended up talking fer a long time...We even otp at 11+pm to 2+am....He is my pri school fwen and we managed to catch up on our lives...padahal same skola..haha...Sweet boy...non-stop praises...alwaes make me blush...hehehe...

OK...tht was the breakdown of the week...Today,woke up at 9 plus due to severe stomach cramps...felt like dyin... thn mat sms-ed at 11 plus...We sms-ed fer awhile and toked abt dance..Thn one thing led to another so now he owes me a private solo performance on monday!!YAY!!....Now,watchin shahrukh khan movie with kajol,kareena kapoor,amitha bachan,hithrik roshan...SAD!!....cryin alot...veh sad the story...Anyway,rottin at home!!...i wanna go out...bby went to BP thn west coast...mat went slackin...Hope they have fun..btw,TUESDAY IS MY 3RD MONTH WITH BBY!!!!!!YAY!!!!haha...love hym alot..seriously...btw,thnks fer keepin the taggs goin aite?OK!!Will post again!!

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2010-07-18T17:26:00.002+08:00

Heylo people...Well,juz came back from IMM...pic above taken juz now...Went there to go to Giant to look fer stuff fer an occasion on 8 Aug tht i dun wanna b involved in to tell the truth...I mean i rather be out of the house thn be in the house listenin to these people talkin abt stuff till late at night!...Seriously.....Anyway,went there feelin freakin sick & weak as hell...Really...Mum asked if i wanted bubble tea..I asked fer lemon lime drink..haha...helped me feel much better alittle bit...Thn when the water finish,it all started again!...haiz..Anyway,im back home feelin really tired and sleepy..haha...but but but cant sleep now...Sadded....Have hw to catch up on....tomoro school strts again soooooo last post fer the week.....and to u all u all ryte...When u view,tagg please...Leave ur footsteps aite??At least i knw tht people do view...haha...Anyway,chattin with Ihsan now...Feelin veh lonely..Baby's pp8 finished and cnt tok...Sad...Talkin2 abt bby ryte..He said he actually wanted us to be VEH low profile...So,i think ryte...he dosent want people to knw he gt sumeone in his life..So,mayb i should respect his decision to be low profile and like u knw lah...Not tok bout hym,take away the pics..and to those who found out ryte...Pretend you knw nth coz he dosen't like people knowin...So,should i do tht??...Its like im single but im not...Tht is how low profile relationship is...Its like ur single but yet ur not...Should i be like tht with hym??hmmm...i dun knw..i juz follow what he wans and respect his decisions....Anyway,do keep the taggs goin ok???I mean since u veh in the mood to read u shld be in the mood to type at my cbox too ok!!??haha..b4 i strt tokin rubbish i shall end here!!OK!!Will post again!!

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2010-07-17T15:23:00.005+08:00

Hey people..well,see the pic up there??Well,thts probably what i went thru fer the week..Well,not really me but my friends and i...Anyway,here is the breakdown of the week..

Monday:
Came in class and the whole board was full with SPAIN!!!haha..yeap..Spain won the world cup homies WOOHOO!!haha..Anyway,had POA 2 periods..THE HORROR!!haha no lah...had fun with Dhillion...Thn blah blah blah fought with Warren..Tht Guy alwaes pisses me off...HMPH!!Dh horny tu diam je ah tkyah carik hal sey.....Had Assembly,Ngee Ann Poly came down to promote...Interestin school...Considerin on goin there...But durin assembly,LOL-ed with Dhillion,Alastar,Ama & Cindy...Thn at nite,txt-ed with alastar...

Tuesday:
Report to school late so cn sleep more..hehehe...Woke up feelin SICK..But went to school anyway...Rajin kn??hahah jkjk..Hd fun with dhillion fer the 3 periods of dreaded POA...Thnks fer the chewing gum and water...Well,i came to POA class lookin sick(What dhillion said) and kept on coughin..So,he offered me his drink..Soo Sweet...thn he offered me chewin gum..Anyway,stayed back fer Bio remedial...Thn at nite,Alastar txt-ed again..So,chatted with hym...

Wednesday:
Well,woke up feelin more sick thn the day b4....Had C.E first two periods..Well,i dun wanna tell u people 3/4's plan fer RHD concert...haha..But all this gt me wondering..How come UFDC not performin fer National Day this year??..Anyway,had p.e FINALLY aftr 2 weeks...Well,as warm-up teacher told us to run 3 rounds around the field...Well,i ran 3 rounds non-stop!!hahaha...Achievement after a month without running ok....Thn played volleyball with ameerah..Well,played till hands all red...Well,sports fiesta theme this year fer sec 3 is Volleyball so yeah..Anyway,met bby aftr sch b4 dance..Bt fer awhile oni..SODEH much..Well,he had e-learning so,tkde keje kn so came n see me..haha SWEET KN BUDAK TU!!miss hym alot!!...Thn durin dance,continued the YOG performance to 2mins ONLY!!!3 secs after 3 hours of dance..HAIZ....Well,actually its not bad coz coach actually changed alot of stuff...Well,he literally MADE THE DANCE COMPLICATED AS HELL!..And as per normal,we were travelling from one side to the other side of the stage..veh tiring..Thn went home and ebuddy-ed bby...Really sorry eh b...

Thursday:
Got scolded by MT teacher...Haiz...Takin 'O' Level malay nxt yr( i think) is tough!!Everyday gt homework!SOOO TROUBLESOME!!Thn natasha finally told me what happened..Turns out she n her bf ended their relationship "silent break" style..It means tht one party thought tht they already broke up..In this case,its the boy...It got Natasha soooo depressed tht she cut her wrist!!OMG!she had 4 stitches...i swear i dun knw why guys love to see their girls suffer bcoz of them and cry bcoz of them and juz go thru hell bcoz and for them...haiz...Well,i told natasha as a form of threat tht if she ever cut like tht again,i will do tht and this time cut twice as deep(bby is goin to flip when he sees this)...Thn,aftr school met bby again..This time longer...YAY!!...he skipped school coz he veh lazy but sanggup he come see me..SYG U LAH BBY!!...Thn went to dance again..Coach made me lead the warm-up fer tht day..hate hym fer tht!..thn he taught us new steps..thn tried it with the song...OMG it was sooo fast...Anyway,finished the dance up to 3 mins..thn coach said he will try to finish up to 3min30secs...so,yeah..Thn went home and gt into study mode fer Bio test the nxt day..slept really late....thn in the middle of the nite,juz as my eyes were abt to close,bby called...gd timing lah b...thn he asked if i wanted to meet hym again tomoro n i said see first...thn hang up and slept..

Friday:
Woke up & sms-ed bby saying tht i couldnt meet hym and apologised many many many many tymes...Thn came to school to find amalina emo-ing...Well,stayed wit her fer a few mins thn went to class to put my bag thn saw cindy whose face was also sad..in my mind i was like thinkin "WTH did i do wrong this tyme?"..Well,turns out tht ama was sick..So,she told me all her plans and told me to tell teacher...Well,teacher certainly didnt agree and said tht ama had to be sent home immediately..So,helped ama to the sick bay and went up to class to bring her bag down..So,b4 goin to class gave her 2 big hugs...and fer the first time,she didnt reject my hugs!!haha..guess she really needed it...Anyway,thn ran up to class...Almost fell down the stairs...haha pro ryte..i knw..Thn took bio test..thn durin POA dhillion was juz sweet and helped me do my maths hw fer me..haha...thanks fer savin my day boy...Thn after sch had CCAC meetin..tok abt YOG and the plans fer CCAC..thn went home...Well,thn as per normal our routine continued...Bby and i fight AGAIN!!this time we were tokin on the phone to tok abt some problems tht i dun wanna mention...thn he gt fed-up and guess what he did??HE HUNG UP ON ME!!BEST AH BBY..KEEP UP THE GD WORK..ROUND OF APPLAUSE TO YOU!...HMPH!...i think ryte tht every friday is like our sooo called "bonding" moment...so,i better be ready!...Couldnt sleep fer the whole nite my only company was my bear.....thinkin abt who else bt bby one n only...felt really guilty abt what i put hym thru...even he said it hymself....haiz...cried ALOT!!

Well,thts the detailed breakdown of the week...Anyway,ama is doin much better now..recoverin well..Well,i am now listenin to music while huggin my bear....I updated my profile pic and songs...Other thn tht,juz finished helpin Alep Sakayy wit his blog...chattin with neetasha..miss her much..Missin bby alot already...love hym too much...Haiz...my wrist is in pain....Anyway,bored to death!!hope im goin out tomoro..i need to release some stress here...I will end my extremely long post with some quotes tht i found ok..OK!Will post again!!

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1)When i tell u i love u i don't say it out of habit or just to make a conversation i say it to remind u how much u mean to me and how much ill always be here for u and i want to always be able to know that when something goes wrong i have u to turn to....

2)He lied to you a thousand times.
He hurt you twice as much as that
& you're gonna tell me you still love him? For what, breaking your heart?

3)"I love you" are just words. Prove it, and I'll believe you.

4)If you have scars on your body, you have lived. if you have scars on your heart, you have loved

5)Treat her well, or die tryin to get her back.

6)Distance between two hearts is not an obstacle-rather a great reminder of just how strong true love can be

7)When do you move on?you move on when your heart finally understands that yesterday remains a yesterday and tht it will nvr be the same again..

2010-07-11T16:00:00.003+08:00

Hey people...First things first,i shall talk abt yesterday's kenduri...Well,everythin went well..After prayin and eatin..All the cuzzins went NUTS!!seriously....Btw,the food was SODAP!!!YUM YUM YUM!!!haha...comin back to the nuts part...We couldnt stop laughin!!...Well,went nuts all tht thn helped grandma wash plates and clean thn bed at ard 11pm....Thn todae...was AWAKEN at 7am...HAIZ!!i was like havin such an interestin dream thn was awaken by ma sis at 7AM!...so,bath-ed thn sms-ed bby tht hasnt replied till now..saket hati..but nehmind..Thn while watchin tv,i overheard ma grandad naggin...Why??mayb coz my grandma complained tht noone is there to help her clean the stuff from yesterday..Thn,grandad gt mad and said in mly" Next time,dun do this things anymore!!waste ur effort.."...Thn he kept on sayin stuff tht i dun wanna mention...so,bein a girl,i helped grandma cook while she rest..Her face was soooo tired...So,helpin her made me feel gd..Thn, while cookin,grandad looked at me with those sad eyes and said in mly"All of u are big now,when i'm not ard,please take caare of ur grandma.."omg i cried!...but in silence...really sad..Anyway,went home at abt 11am...Pic above taken otw home...Thn in the bus,managed to sit alone and emo..haha...emo peh...But really..Listenin to songs thn mind drifted to bby...Haiz...Heartbreak man...What was i thinkin??Well,I dun wan tell you..But i cried in the bus...HAHAHA!!!I LOIKE!Anyway,now on my bed playin the com...Ma Aunt or "mamimok" as i call her is here to idk wat actually...Mayb juz visitin..Anyway,basically tokin to maself now...Bored,sad..Tomoro school strts..So,not gonna update fer a week..DO KEEP THE TAGGS GOIN K!!OK!!Will post again!!

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2010-07-10T21:52:00.002+08:00

Hey people..Ok..i juz wanna say tht i link-ed the people who wans to b link-ed aite??..Anyway,ryte now goin NUTS with ma cuzzies.....Can't stop laughin!!...Anyway,stayin overnite at grandma's..Thn goin home tomoro mornin coz ma cuzzins on ma dad's side is comin after 2pm tomoro...Dk fer what though...Currently tokin to maself now...Haiz......Anyway,i will end ma second post wit a quote tht leaves me wonderin which category do i belong to...the rotten ones or the ones at the top??.....Haiz....sadded....OK!!Will post again!!

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Girls are like apples, th best ones are at th top of the trees. The boys don’t want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground that aren’t as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think there is something wrong with them, when, in reality, they are amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who’s brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.

2010-07-10T18:30:00.003+08:00

Heylo people!..Ok without any delay,here is the breakdown of the week..

Monday:
Nth Special..But but but...idk why but people in POA class are like callin me Dhillion's bbyG and Dhillion my bbyBoy..Dhillion cn even go "haha yea..."...WTH...We are att to other people homies!!Haiz....

Tuesday:
Found out i gt 96% fer maths re-test!!!WOOOHOOOOO!!!!

Wednesday:
Had YOG dance prac...Gt tortured by coach!...Haiz...Y?coz while he was teaching,the juniors were noisy..So,ended up gettin tortured by doin plank,crunches,push-ups,leg raise..we did lank fer like 5 mins i think..I was close to tears!!Really!Plank hurts ok...

Thursday:
Limping my whole way tht day...Chest hurt alot..Everytyme i breathe,it hurts...haiz...And warren has gotten haiz....Idk what to say to hym liao....Had dance again...Finished the dance off at 1.57 secs and guess what??im already HALF-DEAD!!And the dance is like 3mins plus!!Haiyo!!Die die!!By the tyme the dance is finished,i would have fainted i think...hahaha

Friday:
Fought with bby AGAIN!pathetic sey!tkkan lah eh every friday nk gini b....While quarrelin with bby,suddenly....Stomach cramp..woah!!...cant even stand up seh!!...Thn when mum gt home aftr sending sis to sch,grandma called cryin..She told me tht her brother passed away...So,my Tok Bah,passed away on 9/07/2010 in the mornin on friday.... :'(.....So,mum went melawat-ing while i go to sch...Thn blah blah blah..otp session with bby...Thn baz txted...Bersabar je k baz...

So thts it fer the week..i knw sumehow i tokin rubbish...but juz bear with it!...Anyway,at grandma's now..Pic above taken juz now..Thts what i wore here..first time i wear skirt tht short...BELIVE IT!!!...intention fer comin here??Grandma makin kenduri to celebrate the comin of puasa and to doakn fer the passed....So,yeah.....Anyway,Now eatin kinder bueno!!YUM YUM!!i loike!!!Anyway,i shall end here ok...OK!!Will post again!!

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2010-07-05T14:25:00.004+08:00

Hey people..pic above taken yesterday at courts megastore..Talkin abt Courts,yesterday shoppin was best..haha..bought ma mp4 which is in...wait fer it...PINK!!..hahaha..Anyway,started the day off with eatin at Yew Tee point's KFC..thn went to courts...Well,bought mp4,wii game,printer,pillows and two beds...Bed comin tomoro...hehe..Thn went home and cleaned and cleaned and cleaned..While cleanin,i hurt myself tryin to shift the closet with my sis..pain pain...Anyway,thn after cleanin,went to Lot 1 to eat...Thn while waitin fer the bus to go home,there was this man,who was drunk and gues where he vomitted...on the seats in front of me...omg,lucky i was like havin blocked nose at tht time...at first when he vomitted,i tot he was sick..thn when he stood up to walk,it was like he was walking on air with no direction..tht was when i knew he was freakin drunk...Thn he held on to the rubbish bin and he was like almost goin to pass out..At tht moment in time,i felt like helpin but my dad say let hym fall..So,i stopped but another women who juz reach came n help hym...It would have been interestin to see hym pass out though...haha...

Anyway,yesterday was overall veh fun..Pics are up at fb...didnt took alot though...Anyway,ryte nw i am feelin miserable,annoyed,irritated,moody,sad,sick,can't breathe all at the same time.Been feelin like this since mornin...all because of PMS...haiz...Sms-in with Bazil nw..even he is feelin down..haiz noone to cheer me up nw..Well,Bazil is arguin with me and well,he is one of the reasons y im really upset...Haiz..Bby??He went bowlin with his crew..So,hope he has fun there..Well,he dosent knw anythin...so,shhh!!...Anyway,pms is seriously killin my mood todae...im not in the mood to laugh or feel happy..i juz wanna feel sad the whole day...Haiz...Well,school will strt again tomoro...Thn dance will strt again on wed n thur..So tht means,all the pain will come again..Haiz..But but but,worth it though...Haha..Keep the taggs goin fer the week ok??Anyway,i'll try n update the playlist layta on ok..OK!!Will post again!!

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2010-07-03T17:01:00.003+08:00

Heylo!!...How was ur 1st week of school??..Mine??Well,first two days of school and there was already POA...Suffer man...Lucky gt Dhillion to entertain me with his lame-ness..Anyway,here is a breakdown fer the week...

Monday:
Well,first day of school and everythin was fine..Except fer the dreaded spot-check fer short skirt,long nails and dye-ed hair..But but but i was safe muahahaha!..First day was alryte...And erwin,He is way better thn u will ever be ok??..And found out Dhillion and i steaded with our bf/gf on the same date...haha but diff mth...best best..

Tuesday:
Nth to report...Everythin ok...

Wednesday:
FINALLY had dance!!but but but amalina never come so she missed the auditions fer YOG..Well,among the seniors only me,cindy and siti got in while the rest are all sec 1 n 2...Altogether there are 15 dancers...Warm-up on wed was total TORTURE!!i didnt even noe my body could bend like tht..Haiyo...Anyway,theme fer our YOG??Bermuda!!Its like an african dance thingy...And the dance right veh much like jumpstyle u knw..and the steps are like sooooooo fast,dancing without shoes gave me blisters..so,imagine la how fast the dance is..

Thursday:
My whole body was in pain...haiz....Had dance again...Saw how the traditional Bermuda-ian costume is and to sum up how it looks like in one word:OMG!!...yes the outfit was sooooo OMG!!..Anyway,warm-up??haiz same as wed and this time it was double painful as the pain frm wed's warm-up plus the pain on tht day was juz woah...

Friday:
Had a HUGE HUGE HUGE fight with baby in the morning..Haiz...dun wan to abt it!..Anyway,Practically limping my way coz leg pain,stomach pain,chest veh pain....Anyway,gt letter to make IC!!hahaha...finally man...Other thn tht,school was alryte...

So,here is a summary of the days in school...Well,sumethin else did happen..sumethin serious..but but but tht one between me n warren...Anyway,todae not goin out but gt invited by bazil to go his cousin's wedding..But i veh lazy to dress up todae and my mum never let....Sorry Baz...But tomoro goin...SHOPPING!!!!hahha...CANT WAIT!!!i'll try to take pics aite??but if i lazy thn sorry...SMS-in bby now...love hym more thn u can imagine..hahaha..Anyway,thnks fer keepin the taggs goin people...OK!!Will post again!!

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2010-06-27T14:02:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 2 MONTHSARY TO B.NICK & BABY NICK

Heylo heylo people..Yes,todae is my 2 month with baby!!!haha..YAY!!i love hym sooo much...I dun care whatever people say abt the two of us..As long as i love hym and he love me,we are happy..haha...Anyway,tomoro is the strt of school so tht means tht this will be ma last post fer the week ..but keep the taggs goin ya...Anybody ready fer school??NOT ME!!Somemore when school strts,bby will be bz with his studies so we wun be able to contact much...haiz..nehmind2...Anyway,hope u all enjoyed ur hols aite??...and once again to bby:HAPPY 2MTHSARY Syg!!....OK!Will post again!!

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2010-06-26T12:58:00.002+08:00

Heylo,yoyoyo,sup!,Amaciam?? people..OK im bored to death here...SMS-in bby tht is not replyin...nehmind2...Btw,2moro my our 2mthsary u knw!!hahaha...I knw u guys may think tht its juz 2 mths..but hey at least we are progressin homie...Haha...Anyway,my hw is still not done and im soo not lookin forward to doin it..haiz..But i hab to..so,mayb doin it layta..So,i have nth to say already...OK!!Will post again!!

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2010-06-25T16:42:00.002+08:00

Hey people..Ok second post fer the day..Well,below are some funny b4 and aftr marriage lifestyle..Its in malay though..Sorry to all non-malays out there..Btw,most of these are the guys..so girls,beware..guys change when u get married!!...Enjoy!!OK!!Will post again!

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1) ANGKATKAN BEG
❤ Come sayang, let me carry the bag 4 u. Kesian u..
Selepas kahwin..
. ❤Beg u pun u mls nak bawak. Laen kali tkyah bawak beg ahr!

2). TERSUNGKUR BATU....
❤'Sayang, intan payung, you ok tk darling? Bodoh punye batu!'
Selepas kahwin..
❤Jln btol2 la! Buta ke? Mata letak kat mana? Lutut? Batu tu punye besar pun tk nmpk!

3.) PAKAI SEXY....
❤Lawanye u pakai baju ni. Sexy! mcm nak gigit2 you skrg jugak!
Selepas kahwin...
❤'Ni ape ni, t***k terjojol, nmpk longkang! ngn babat berlipat2! tk malu keh?'

4.) MANJA DI PUBLIC...
❤Manjenye syg i ni. Cium cikit syg! Firm nye pipi u!
Selepas kahwin...
❤Oi! Org tgk ah! Tunggu balik umah bole tk? Tk malu ke orang tgk??

5). KEMPUNAN...
❤U nk mkn burger ramli? Ok, jap ye i belikan eh syg..
Selepas kahwin...
❤Burger MacDonald pun same pe! Jgn crewet ah! Mkn je!

6) KECANTIKAN...
❤Cantik nye u ari ni. Eye shadow u lawa la! Berseri-seri muka u!
Selepas kahwin...
❤Ape ni make up mcm tepung gomak? Wayang pekji pun kalah tau!

7.) KEKAYAAN
❤U tkde byk duit pun, i tetap syg u. Kekayaan tk menjanjikn kebahagiaan.
Selepas kahwin..
❤Tu la, dulu tknk blaja btul2..Skrg baru nk menyesal!

8.). SEX
❤Klau kita kahwin, ari2 i nak main dgn u.
Selepas kahwin...
❤Eh, i penat tau! Ingat i robot ke? Gatal!

9.) KESABARAN
❤Dahlah syg, jgn merajuk. Sory eh Sayang. Mmg slh I. Jgn mrajuk lagi ye syg..I mintak maaf. Maafkan i eh?
Selepas kahwin...
❤Salah u, u nk suroh I ckp Sory! Byk cantik muke u! Dh buat slh tknk ngaku. Tau nk mrajuk je!

10.) MASAKAN
❤Sodapnye u msk (walaupun tak sodap)
Selepas kahwin..
❤Mak u tk ajar msak ke? Ni Nasi lemak ke bubor?

11.) DUIT NO PROBLEM
❤Syg, kite mkn dekat restoran mahal tu eh? Mahal tkpe lah, skali skale..
Selepas kahwin...
❤Mak oi! Pehy mahal! tk mau ah! Da la! Mee goreng mamak lagi sodap !

12.) LUV PEGI LUV BALIK
❤Bye syg, I luv u too. Muaks! Miss u la syg. (Padahal smlm baru jmpe)
Selepas kahwin...
❤Ah, ok bye! tk bole lah. Kwn i ade ni! Bye la bye la!

13). PENGORBANAN
❤Tkpe syg, I tk kesah. I sanggup buat apa saje untok you. I fetch you later k syggkush ?
Selepas kahwin...
❤U ni ! I penat baru balik keje la. Ape salahnya u balik sendiri. Manje sgt ah!

14.) JUMPA LAMBAT
❤Tkpe syg. Asalkan u selamat smpai.
Selepas kahwin...
❤Tkpe la. Da biasa da!

2010-06-25T14:33:00.002+08:00

hey hey people...i am very bored over here...Well,i have thousands of things to do till sunday...I mean my homework is not done!!...Why is it not done??coz im stuck at POA homework...Does anybody noe wth is "Freight charges"??....Is it under "trading" or "profit and loss" A/C??Haiz..Anyway,bby finally topup his pp8!!YAY!!But senyap je...haiz..And i also changed my phone back to my samsung preston..YAY!! but but but,i lost all of bby's poems!!!HAIZ!!!sodeh much..I miss hym alot..Thn sumemore open school cannot meet already till dun knw when..Haiz....Anyway,to those who wans to be link-ed or re-link,i will link or re-link u all layta kk??OK!!Will post again!!

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2010-06-24T13:26:00.002+08:00

Hey people...ok pic above edited well,just now..hehehehe..i have nth to do so i edited the pic...Anyway,went to the shops just now..Thn Erwin called me shockingly..Well,he happened to b in school and was bored..So,since i was at Yew Tee point,he came down and asked me to accompany hym for awhile...So,yeah...he bought a drink thn we walked and caught up...well,it has been awhile since we last communicated..A VERI LONG AWHILE.....Well,he just found out tht i already have a stead...And he was all like "OMG!serious??what kind of ex am i??i dun even noe u moved on.."....I was just speechless....Thn went home and Otp with hym...We really had a lot to tok abt...but stupidly my hp no batt..pfft...So,he is currently in school in the scouts den cleaning..He asked me to come down and accompany hym but i veh lazy to...And besides i gotta strt on homework...So,ya...Anyway,didnt have a gd sleep last nite..Well,i was kept awake till 2+ am in the mornin...Doin wat??hmm..waitin fer some1......Hmm..veri pissed alrdy...nehmind2..i dun wan tok abt it...forget it...Anyway,otp-in with erwin again...tokin bout lyfe...Anyway,i shall end here to tok to hym and strt on hw..OK!!Will post again!!

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2010-06-23T16:25:00.001+08:00

Eh eh eh..i knw its my second post..But....Read the things below..Its sooooooo true!!HAHA i bet the girls will agree on me for this one...Enjoy!OK!!Will post again!!

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When she walks away from you mad - Follow her
When she stare’s at your lips - Kiss her
When she pushes you or hits you - Grab her and don’t let go
When she start’s cursing at you - Kiss her and tell her you love her
When she’s quiet - Ask her what’s wrong
When she ignores you -Give her your attention
When she pulls away - Pull her back
When you see her at her worst - Tell her she’s beautiful
When you see her start crying -Just hold her and don’t say a word
When you see her walking - Sneak up and hug her waist from behind
When she’s scared - Protect her
When she lays her head on your shoulder -Tilt her head up and kiss her
When she steal’s your favorite hat - Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night
When she teases you - Tease her back and make her laugh
When she doesn’t answer for a long time - reassure her that everything is okay
When she looks at you with doubt - Back yourself up with the TRUTH
When she says that she likes you - she really does more than you could understand
When she grabs at your hands - Hold hers and play with her fingers
When she bumps into you - bump into her back and make her laugh
When she tells you a secret - keep it safe and untold
When she looks at you in your eyes - don’t look away until she does
WHEN SHE MISSES YOU - SHES HURTING INSIDE
When you break her heart - the pain NEVER really goes away
When she says its over - she STILL wants you to be hers

Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything
DON’T let her have the last word
Always call her when you know somethings wrong
Pretty and beautiful is soo much better than calling her hot.
Say you love her more than she could ever love you
Argue that she is the best girl ever
When she’s mad hug her tight and don’t let go
When she says she’s ok don’t believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she’ll remember you
Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
Treat her like she’s all that matters to you
Tease her and let her tease you back
Stay up all night with her when she’s sick
Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid
Give her the world
Let her wear your clothes
When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her
Let her know she’s important
Kiss her in the pouring rain
When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; “Who’s ass am I kicking today baby?”

2010-06-23T13:01:00.002+08:00

Hey people..Ok todae's post will be all about my best fren,Bazil..Well,he kept on complaining to me tht i dun tok abt hym..So,todae shall be abt hym...I shall tell u abt hym,hym & me,our past & present...But i wun go into full details coz if i do,i might as well write a book..So,i will juz touch the surface of things...I am tellin the story from my point of view so,TO BAZIL:Klau i salah ckp u pandai2 btolkn k baz..
Ok...
Bazil & i met when were were in p5..He was a new kid and well being a soccer kind of guy,he hung out with the malay boys..It was durin recess when we first met..tht marked the start of our story..well idk why but when we met it was like we bonded instantly and became like cats and dogs..Whenever we met,it was me hitting hym and hym teasin me..It was like a routine..Thn at the end of p5..He said a line tht changed everythin..He admitted tht he liked me...hehehe...on..MSN...So,we started to go out..Well,fer the first 2 mths we were not tht serious i have to admit..i tot tht we will not be together fer long..Thn when we started to reach 5 mths,we started to really work hard on our relationship..Thn when we reach 10 mths i think everythin changed...The reality of relationship hit...We got a major taste of heartbreak..Well,bein a boy,he cnt resist temptations and two-timed...Well,we got thru tht ...Thn,aftr 4 major break-ups,at the end of pri 6,We ended our relationship fer gd aftr the most major fite we ever had....Thn in sec 1 & 2 we tried again..And well,the whole thing repeated..All the happiness and the two-timing...Haiz..thn in sec 3,we finally decided tht stayin together was difficult..So,we went our seperate ways...Well,we didnt really go our seperate ways..We still remain the best of frens..So,5 years of frenship,relationship,happiness,heartbreak,sorrow,joy,slipper-flyin everywhere,two-timing,misunderstandings ltr,here we are...best of frens..we made it a point tht he can turn to me and i can turn to hym fer anythin...Well,people do ask if we will get back together..Well,idk what Bazil's answer is but fer me,ryte now is not a gd tyme to be together again..people do ask me why i stuck with hym even though he hurt me all those shit..Well, my answer is tht he fought to prove to me tht he was wrong and tht he was sorry and tht he tried everythin to make sure tht i forgave hym....Bazil is a charmer..He is the sweetest guy u could ever meet and if u really knw hym,u will knw tht he cared fer everyone he loves....He will alwaes be some1 tht i will nvr forget and will alwaes care abt..Now,i dun knw if i did a gd job fer u baz...If i didnt im sorry...But i wanna thank you fer bein there fer me even when u knew tht i have sume1 else..I wanna thank you fer everythin... :D...I hope i described hym gd enuf...Anyway,i shall end here..OK!!Will post again!!

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2010-06-22T13:30:00.003+08:00

Hey people...Ok as u have realised by now if u turn on ur speakers,i have added songs to my blogskin..I knw i said tht i veri lazy to update on songs but whenever i go to my blog and there wasn't any songs its lyk sooo boring...Anyway,im currently addicted to the first song tht i added..If u dun loike it thn thts ur opinion....Take a listen to it k...Its really memorable..i cried like heck when i heard the song..i mean imagine ur guy sayin tht to u......I loike...Anyway,had maths re-examination juz now..no comments....The fan in the hall was like soo strong,my papers kept flyin around...Thn it rain-ed and i was like turning into ice throughout the whole 1hr 50 mins....Seriously i really dun noe what to comment on the maths paper...Im soooo NOT confident of gettin tht 95%..Haiz...If i dun get tht 95% means tht me stayin up till 3-4am yesterday goin crazy with my sis & having SMS(stress mood swing) was not worth it...It also means tht me ending up fighting with my boyf was like uncalled for..Yes i did stay up with my sis till 3-4 am.Thn she slept and i was like awake till 5-6am...So ard 1/2hr of slp yesterday...Coz of wat??Boyf of course.Couldnt stop recallin what he said......Pathetic i knw...I knw its stupid of me to fight with hym over maths & sume other stuffs...Haiz......I bet he is hatin me ryte now and regrettin...Regrettin wat??U all fhm2 je lah....Haiz..Nehmind2 i understand...For those who knw me like Warren,Cindy & Amalina especially,they will knw tht im a veri stubborn person...And they knw tht i will not do what i dun wan to and i will do anythin to get what i wan or to help sume1 even if it means tht i have to put my life on the line..Chey Emo...But thts how i am..Dun belive??Ask those 3 people...They knw me best...And becoz of this stubborness(Is there such word?),tht i actually fought with hym yesterday...Its all my freakin fault...Stupid ryte Emma Roshyma Bte Rosli...Haiz...I really dun knw what to do...I wanna pour out my feelings but whats the use??Its all done...Haiz...From the bottom of my heart i wanna tell hym:IM REALLY SORRY BBY....i knw ape2 i ckp agaknyer tk gune skarang...Hmmm....Anyway,sorry fer bein sooo emo todae...Juz finished helpin Alep Sakayy with his blog....Thn now i wanna go eat chocolate and drown my sorrows...Coz seriously,todae my appetite to eat has gone down the drain even though my mum cook Mee Soto....So,i guess not eatin todae other thn chocolate...I knw the post veri long...If u dun wan read nehmind..but at least tagg k??....OK!!Will post again!!

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2010-06-20T11:34:00.002+08:00

Heylo2...Its 11.46 am and im bored.....Still at grandma's but goin home layta...Anyway,yesterday was AWESOME!! Well,original plan was to juz go to Ikea,Courts & Giant but we ended up ending the outing with a movie which is TOY STORY 3 IN 3D!!!Nice nice!!..So,all together we were out for like 12 hours...Went out in the morning thn reached home close to midnight...Well,first went out with mum,dad sibz and yana,qilah n mia...Went to Ikea first....Cam-whored alittle..Thn went to eat..The food there was like OMG!!veri the not nice...Haiz...Thn headed to Courts...Mum n Dad bought bed and closet...And dad said if everythin goes well,i may get my MP4!!YAY!!!!Thn went to eat at the box bistro...And my the girls except me went nutz over a guy they met tht is like i think sec 1...i dun knw what to say abt them...Thn went to giant only for awhile thn made last minute plans to go century square to catch toy story 3 at 9pm with aunt and uncle and shah n raiyan n grandparents...So,went there at abt 7 and booked tickets thn went to the open plaza and played the playground till abt 8.30 thn catch-ed the movie and went home and sms-ed bby and fell asleep while sms-in hym at ard 2am......HAHA Sorry BBY!!...Pics are up at FB!..So,the whole visit to grandma's hse was alot of fun!!And i finally found out how it feels like to be carried "bride-style"...Haha..My twin cuzzie wanted to show off how strong he was and started to carry all the girls..Thn they dared hym to carry me..So,he carried me thn he like threw me off his arms to prove tht he can catch me and tht he is strong...PFFT! PATHETIC!!Anyway,re-examination is tomoro and im seriously not ready....I have to do some last minute revision..Haiz Haiz...Veri lazy to study..But i have to..Ok replyin taggs now...OK!!Will post again!!
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//b.nick:Love u too...Eh tapy i dun have gambar u yg lawar tau....XOXO

2010-06-18T15:05:00.003+08:00

Heylo heylo....Ok FINALLY im over at grandma's!!WOOHOO!!!Thn tomoro goin to Ikea,Courts & Giant with family & mayb cuzzins..I will try to take pics ya??.Pic above taken juz now...Anyway,happy tht im here....B.Nick went to Changi Beach for Nutz Crew bbq....Hope he has fun..i've been thinkin,should i put his pic in my description???ad show u all who my beloved is??hmmm....answers???...Anyway,I have to get into study mode now...Coz well,bio re-examination is on monday and there are alot of things to memorize...Haiz...had a little chat wih my sis yesterday...Her boyf asked her this q.."Syg,what will u feel if i were to two-time u??"...hmmm...Bazil,Sound familiar to u???....I knw it does.....Well,u didnt think tht me and baz stead fer 2 years was a fairytale did u?..Haha..Ok i dun wan to elaborate on my past...Anyway,i miss dance...When is dance??30 JUNE!!TORTURE!!!Thn,it wun be hiphop!!it will be this bermuda traditional dance thingy preparation forYOG performance in sch and NIE....Well,i am a CCAC and since our school will b the strt point of the YOG torch run,I have to take part..So,i dun knw if im performin...If i am thn bz bz bz bz till End Of Year....Haiz....And juz now as i was puttin on powder,i realize i have EYEBAGS!!!!OMG!!!!!OMG!!!OMG!!!!A girl's worst nightmare!!Eyebags!!!OMG!!How am i gonna get rid of these eyebags??!!Help,Help,Help!!!Haiz...Anyway,i shall end my post with 2 quotes...OK!!Will post again!!

"You Must Accept Each Other. Though People Always Say You Are 'One',You Have To Realize That Your Partner Is A Different Person And In Your Relationship You Have To Maintain Your Own Personality.The Goal Is Not To Change The Other Person But To Accept"

"Missing Someone Can Turn The Pain To Pleasure If We Know They Were Missing Us Too..."

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2010-06-17T15:52:00.004+08:00

Hey hey... ok see tht vid on top??Its Tony Czar dancing with his students on tht day..Tony is in grey tee and cap...veri Nice!!Actually,u should watch the whole vid but i wan u to pay attention ard 2.11 onwards where Tony dance with the boy tht came to his class on tht day..HE IS DOPE!!!!!!!!!I LOIKE!!haha..

Now this vid ontop...Its Ian Eastwood's Choreo..DOPE!!!Its really self-explanatory..Ian wastwood is the one in the cap...ENJOY!!

OK!Now i changed my Blogskin and my description..Alittle addition on my "yours truly"..Anyway,sorry if its all cramped or whatever...But its PINK!!hehehe...And there are no more songs coz i veri lazy to update on songs...I also relink-ed and link-ed and deleted links...So,ya...Chatting with b.nick now..Love hym truck loads u knw!!btw,ade org tu kn sepatutnye tagg tau......Haha..Anyway,i wanna go out!!My grandma ask me to go to her hse in tampines tonite but my mum and dad veri lazy to besides dad bz...Haiz...oh ya b4 i forget..To bazil: Thnks fer caring sooo much bout me...Im fine dun worry ok??And thnks fer crying fer me yesterday..It was sweet of u... :D..And sorry i cant make it to meet u tomoro...Ok....Erm...i forgot what else i wanna say...So,i shall end here!!OK!!Will post again!!

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2010-06-16T15:28:00.003+08:00

Hey people..See the pic above???Dun see my face..i knw lah my face not nice....See the thing around my neck...Tht beautiful necklace was given to me by my auntie!!She juz came bck from malaysia and brought all of her nieces and nephews stuff!!....Me and twin cuzzie,shah,got this necklace while the rest of them gt sumethin like a bracelet or anklet thingy...I juz wanna thank her..So,to Junita & Family:Thnk You Ibu & Ayah!!Love You To The Max!!I Loike The Necklace To The Maxx!!!!XOXO...btw,pic taken juz now...Now on to yesterday..IT WAS AWESOME!!!!hahaha...Although woke up feeling sooo freakin sick...haha...But one thing,the crew found out sumethin tht i wanted to keep secret..All thnks to WARREN for sayin the wrong thing at the wrong tyme...Thanks Alot Lah Eh Warren....Sheesh...well,went home at abt 5.30...Heard the rest went home at 11.30...Dk wat they did there other thn rollerblading....Anyway,thn sms-ed bby for awhile..Biler lah papa nk topup pp8??...Haiz...Thn slept at abt 12.30..Thn woke up cryin at 3+am...dk why..Thn couldnt sleep till ard 8+am...Thn woke up again at 11...Haiz...Today is a veri cold day..My fault for choosin to wear sleeveless todae...Been coughin since mornin...And my right waist is hurtin like hell..Haiz..Sodeh2...Anyway,since i cnt sleep juz now,i went to my psp and online on ebuddy..Thn first person to txt me was bazil..he said "Emmy!!" thn i went "ye saye??" and he said "I Miss YOU!!!!!"..It was like only for a day tht i didnt tok to hym..Haha sweet boy lah he...He came back from Germany already...Pegy balek tk bilang tau budak tu..reason for nt tellin me??dun wan me to worry..pfft...Anyway,i shall end here wanna help alep sakayy with his blog..Poor boy juz went for operation..Tulah sape suroh isap bnyk2..kn dh kene operation...OK!!Will post again!!XOXO

Always mie,

Emma

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2010-06-14T16:08:00.004+08:00

Heylo people...Ok im bored and confused ryte now.. Idk what to wear tomoro...Haiz...Anyway,watch the vid ontop ok??Its a choreo by Tony Czar and Ian Eastwood..they dope..I loike!!!the choreogrphers are the first two to dance..btw tony czar is the one in purple and ian eastwood is the one in black..sorry tht u cnt go fullscreen for this vid.....juz finished webcam-ing amalina...So now currently tokin to myself...Helped to do Alep Sakayy Sanchiko's blog..Dh lame lah emma tk bobual ngan alep...He changed ALOT!!Alep used to be this sweet boy who would alwaes make u laugh with his foolish acts..Thn juz now tok to hym..WOAH MAT SEYH!!!....Dh tau isap rokok seh alep...HAHA...he used to be nur aliff btw..Thn now he is Alep Sakayy Sanchiko...haha..maklomlah dh jady mat katekn...heh..Anyway,meetin the rest of UFDC crew members at 11 at rose's hse to help carry the stuff for bbq thn train and bus to ECP...so,i guess we will suffer abit with carryin the bbq items which i heaard is quite heavy...nehmind2...Seriously thinkin of what to wear tomoro..Haiz...n i updated my playlist!!haha i wanna change my blogskin also but mood change soo cancel the plan to...Replyin taggs now..OK!!Will post again!!XOXO

Always mie,Emma(Correct the mistakes urself ya?:))

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//Alep:Thnks fer the tagg..Emma dh link alep tau..XOXO

2010-06-13T13:40:00.002+08:00

Heylo people...Ok u see tht emo boy up there in the pic??Nah todae not his bday or anythin....Well,sumethin saddenin happen to hym todae..He decided to do sumethin which break his poor heart into a billion poor pieces...So,juz wanna tell hym to accept it...It's not meant to be...Whatever u choose to do,i will be behind u 100% k boy??...Pity hym alot...Chatted with hym on msn juz now and he was juz sooooooo haiz....Pity pity...Any ideas on how to cheer hym up??..Anyway,bored bored bored here...veri lonely u knw....veri veri veri veri lonely....Dk what to do...Haiz..Btw,Ina's boyf veri the sweet u knw..HAHA ...He said my voice sweeter thn Ina's..HAHA awww i knw...And he goin tioman tomoro and my sis WUN STOP CRYIN!!!Its like he is juz goin fer 3 days i think n she already soo emo..Imagine if he were to go on a 1 week holiday to australia..WOAH!!I dk how she will react to tht...Anyway,i shall reply taggs now..OK!!Will post again!!XOXO

Always mie,

Emma

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//Sharena: OK!!Ur linked to sweets!!XOXO

2010-06-12T15:09:00.002+08:00

Heylo people..See the girl in uni in the pic above??Well,she is my best fren,Cindy!!And she turns 15 todae!!So,to Cindy:HAPPY BDAY TO YOU!!!CANT WAIT TO SABO U ON TUES!!!XOXO...And sorry if u dun like the pic but thts the only pic tht i have of u..Heh..Sorry...Alryte now on to the outin..Warren veri the itchy butt...Say dun wan go thn juz now morning call me say he mayb goin...WTH!!Thn now i have to explain to rose and reconfirm if he is goin thn tell warren the plan and yadayadayada...Haiz...What to do...He is my "Brother" after all...Anyway,listenin to music now..Bored to death...Todae soo many people emo...Even bazil...Shockin..The happy-go-lucky boy tht alwaes helps is the one tht is emo todae...Haiz....So,todae my entertainment is me,myself,my teddies and my music...Haiz...Anyway,again HAPPY BDAY TO CINDY!!!OK!!Will post again!!XOXO

Always mie,

Emma

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2010-06-11T12:14:00.005+08:00

heylo...how u guys doin over there??Me??im freakin bored and confused....Well,juz hung up with amalina...She said her kitty jumped from the 5th floor to the 1st floor...Notty lah adek....Wonder how he is doin now at the vet....Anyway,last nite was juz haiz.....My heart pecah2,break2,shatter2 whatever words to describe breaking....Sodeh sangat last nite...My only accompany were my teddies.....org setakat sound sikit je marah...Sorry lah..Laen kali i shattap je k....Haiz...Dun wanna elaborate on what happened...Haiz..And to dyna:I knw my blog not as popular as urs sis..Biase lah..and i nt minah ouhkay..Unlike u!!MINAH!..huhu:))...Anyway,chattin wit ama again layta and juz got scolded by bazil Sadd..and i juz saw oneay's blog and her recent post showed babies laughin..FREAKING CUTE!!!!!!!i juz wanna pinch them..Babies never fail to make u smile.....Btw,ihsan,I owe u one brother....Nw i shall reply taggs...OK!!Will post again!!XOXO

Always mie,
Emma
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//Oneay:UFDC blog relink-ed...XOXO

//Cindy:Haha..Yeap..Quest Crew is dope...But all of them all veri gd also.btw,cant wait to see u on tues cindy!..Thx for the tagg sweets!...XOXO

//Romeo: Yea..JabbaWockeez and the rest of the ABDC winners..

2010-06-10T15:38:00.003+08:00

EH EH EH!!Watch the two vids!!It shows the 5 winners of America's Best Dance Crew dancing for charity!!!VERI NICE especially the first dance in the first vid where they showed all the winners from season 1-5...Jabba,Super Cr3w,Quest Crew,We Are Heroes(The only all girls crew) and Poreotix....Veri nice!!Enjoy kk??remember go full screen!OK!!Will post again!!

Always mie,Emma

2010-06-10T12:19:00.006+08:00

hey people..Boredom is really killin here..cant wait for ECP..Get to hang out with UFDC and my sista(Playin Gooseberry seyh) from UGDC...Anyway,eatin chocolate now..Very sodap...Not in the mood to crite2 todae..So,reply taggs oni ya?.....OK!!Will post again!!XOXO

P.S.:Sorry Bby(u knw who u are)....lysm....

Always mie,
Emma
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Taggs replied:
//` ErnaRushidina(://:biarkan ROMEO kembang...Kn bagus...Buat aperh nk kembng2???

//` ErnaRushidina(://:Thanks sweets!dun worry i will last long..Chey Confident!!!You all jgn gadoh2 tau...be lovin2..ehem-ehem..*winks*..hehehe..XOXO

//` Erna Rushidina(://:Thanks for the tagg love...XOXO

//Romeo:eh kakak-in-law nmpk...hehehe..Heylo adek!!Last long with ur juliet yah??XOXO

//` ErnaRushidina(://:Eh im not old ouhkay!!Be proud man ur bf dh gelarkn u as his wife..Kn ROMEO???HEHE..XOXO

2010-06-09T12:11:00.005+08:00

Sometimes,I Wonder If I Mean Anythin To You

Hey people....Guess wat Guess wat...I can go to ECP!!YAY!!!haha.....Finally!But but but they stayin until nite and i dun think i can stay tht long..So,i guess im goin home alone...haiz...i am feelin really angry now...haiz..dun wish to tok abt it...Anyway,i was bored and i found out tht i didnt gain nor lose weight so far...Maintain at 41 kg...I knw veri fat ryte...Haiz...Anyway,had another sleepless nite last nite...dun knw why but couldnt breathe for tht whole nite...Haiz...Talkin bout this,My sis gt jealous!!haha..i was juz tokin to her bf to get to knw hym..u knw bein her elder sis and all..Btw,LAST LONG YA SIS N ROMEO!!!Love Ya Lots!!ok since i hab nth else to tok abt..i shall reply taggs...OK!!Will post again!!XOXO

Taggs Replied:

//b.nick:Yea bbygerl....knape??....tkleh??....hmmmm...

//:) nurliyana:Ty Sweets!!XOXO

//Iraa:ouhkay..I'll link u soon k beb..XOXO

//& nurliyana:Miss u too dear cuzzie of mine :D...tkpe2 nnti bile kite jumpe kite gilerh2 lagy kk??XOXO

Always mie,

Emma

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2010-06-08T12:57:00.002+08:00

Hey people...How u all over there???Im slowly drowning in boredom here...Juz finish chattin with ama..We were goin thru the plans for the dance outing which i dun even knw if i can go...Haiz....I wanna go coz it seems sooo fun...We'll be celebratin the b'days of those who had their b'days from jan to june.....thn play with flour and water!!YAY!!!thn barbeque(sp?)-ing...i despo wanna go n have fun....haiz...Anyway,couldnt sleep yesterday...Thn,bazil called....I was like "hmmmm","ouh" & "hahaha..hmmm"....I think he knws tht i was nt in the mood tht tyme thts y we toked for only abt 30mins....HAHA...Sorry boy...But thnks to hym also for lending me his ear and invisible shoulder to cry on yesterday and i dun knw since when i became his bbygirl...he juz suddenly said "hey u ok bbygirl?"i was like"huh??"...Anyway,listenin to music and playin games...See how bored i am...Oh ya,grandparents and cuzzins went home alrdy so house veri quiet....Haiz...Anyway,shall continue nxt tyme....OK!!Will post again!!XOXO

Always mie,
Emma
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2010-06-07T14:23:00.001+08:00

Hey people...Listen and read the lyrics to the song above kk??...Veri meaningful..*Sobs*....Veri touching...Btw,remember to go full screen kk??...Anyway,bored to death now...Grandparents and cuzzins still here but goin home layta...So,ryte now in the midst of boredom,my mind started to drift away...Cheybah sooo emo...But serious,all of us nid a reflection time in our lives...It helps you to move on from the past and try not to repeat the mistakes made...idk what else to do todae..So,i gues its all reflecting..hmmm....Woke up todae feeling bad..dun knw why...Mayb becoz had the flu plus cough plus sore eyes yesterday...it was funny...It started from Dyna thn went on to the rest of us...Thn,all of us suddenly became high...It was really fun...Anyway,im nt in the mood at all todae,already no mood thn the stupid cramps comes make me more no mood...saket2...haiz...i think i wan eat pill thn faint for the whole day.....haiz.....i think im writing crap...so,shall end here...OK!!Will post again!!XOXO

Always mie,
Emma
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2010-06-06T15:21:00.003+08:00

Yoyoyo..Lol k lame...Anyway,watch the vid above k??Its self-explanatory...Anyway,cuzzins and grandparents are here!!But goin back tomoro..Haiz...But todae shiok shiok coz shah(Twin Cuzzie) teachin me bboy or bgirl in this case...FUN!!!!Anyway,yesterday chatted with baz...Caught up alot bout the past and friends...Well,since i cnt meet hym so i atleast owe hym a chat..He was at his grandmother's house..His grandma is CUTE!!serious!!I was like listening to her telling stories to baz and me indirectly...really cute!!Anyway,juz gt news abt B.nick's dad...Sumethin happened and im nt gonna mention what..CONFIDENTIAL!!Sad tht i cnt be there to give hym support(referrin to b.nick)...Haiz..I wan to b there to give hym support but cant..So,txt messages it is....Juz hope for the best...Anyway,enjoy the vid ontop kk??OK!!Will post again!!XOXO

Taggs replied://neetz:Thnks sweet!i also relink u alr...XOXO..

Always mie,Emma

2010-06-05T14:19:00.002+08:00

Heylo People...As u notice,i have changed my blogskin & songs completely...About the pic at the top of the whole skin,Its well my first tyme editin a pic so BE KIND....And note: If u wan see the vids,u have to go fullscreen kk??....Anyway,daddy working todae so cnt go out...Haiz...So,i guess its juz me and my music and my teddy and my bed for todae...Btw,b4 i forget....I wan to apologize to Bazil...Sorry tht i cnt go shoppin and hang out with u todae...Nxt tyme we shop till we drop and roll kk??...Well,the deal is tht me n bazil havent met since last year so,he wans to hang out with me todae but im juz tooo tired and cant go..thn he tantrum...HAHA tht boy...Thn i said mayb nxt tyme we go for lunch and catch up...But he will be going to Germany,Munich for vacation in mid-June so i guess we will meet in July perhaps??...Anyway,boredom is taking over slowly now..I dun knw what to do...hmm..Start on homework mayb??....Hmm...Btw people...u view but nvr tagg...to all of u people,plss tagg when u view so tht my tagg board wun be dead!!....

Taggs replied:
//Huda:Thanks babe:),I Link u already kk......XOXO

OK!!will post again!!XOXO

Always mie,
Emma
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2010-06-04T17:34:00.003+08:00

Hey hey people..The vid above is again juz some quotes ..I was sooo bored so i searched here and there and came across this one..Enjoy...Anyway,im thinking alot recently...haiz...was wat i did right???hmmmm...hope so...haiz...Anyway,chattin now...bored to death..hopin i cn go to dance outing...haiz....anyway,enjoy the vid k??OK!!Will post again!!XOXO

Always mie,

Emma

2010-06-03T17:16:00.003+08:00

Photos above taken yesterday....Anyway,had maths remedial juz now...BORING!!!But gd for re-examination...Thn,tomoro still have more!!Haiyooo...Anyway,chattin with B.nick now..Bored and a little traumatised..Only my family knws y...Just now,idk wth i was thinkin,i went into the house and my head hit the gate...HAHAHA!!Veri funny...such big gate also cnt see..Haiz..So now major headache...Anyway,seriously bored here...I dun even knw what im talkin bout now..So,b4 i go out of the point,i shall end here..OK!!Will post again!!XOXO

Always mie,Emma(Correct the mistakes urself ya?:))

2010-06-02T14:53:00.004+08:00

See tht pic above???taken well,juz now...Haha...anyway,i didnt knw what to post abt todae..So i started to browse through photos on the internet and found these pic titled "9 Deadly Words Used By A Women"...Is juz soooo cute n true sumehow...well,the pic is too small to post here so since i have nth to post bout,i shall tell u the 9 words and their explanation..

1)Fine
This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

2)Five Minutes
If she is getting dressed,this means half an hour.Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

3)Nothing
This is the calm before the storm.This means something,and you should be on your toes.Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.

4)Go Ahead
This is a dare,not permission.Don't Do It!

5)Loud Sigh
This is an actual word,but a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men.A loud sigh means she thinks you are and idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing(refer to #3 for the definition of nothing).

6)That's Okay
This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man.That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

7)Thanks
A woman is thanking you,do not question,or faint.Just say "you're welcome"(This is true unless she says "Thanks A Lot"-This is pure sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all.Do Not say "you're welcome".That will bring on a "whatever")

8)Whatever
Its a woman way of saying F- YOU!

9)Don't Worry About It,I Got It
Another dangerous statement,meaning this is something a woman has told a man to do several times,but is now doing it herself.This will later result in a man asking "what's wrong?" And the women would respond again "Nothing".

Thts it..well,idk if all of this is ryte but its juz funny to read...Anyway,feeling veri sleepy and tired..tomorrow still have to go for maths remedial..haiz..well,at least there will be warren n cindy there to entertain me...Btw,i also changed my songs..Its more to those emo songs though...Like it?Thn listen.Hate it?Mute your volume.I also relinked those people who wans me to kk??...Flood of emotions now actually..Dun knw y people must be so negative n judge b4 even knowing what is goin on...self-esteem goin down...Haiz..OK!Will post again!!XOXO

Always mie,
Emma
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2010-06-01T16:27:00.002+08:00

Isnt the bear in the pic above FREAKIN CUTE?!!HAHA!!I wanna thnk Bby(u knw who u r) for givin it to me..LYSM..Anyway,had leadership workshop juz now...Well,it saddening really..There was like 19 people and i happen to b the ODD one...Haiz haiz haiz...Made me no mood man...Anyway,chattin with FAFA and B.NICK and sms-in Abang Hadi...Bored to death..stupid toe gt hurt due to shoe....Haiz haiz...Anyway,i wanna wish HAPPY BDAY to UMAR & NADRA!!And HAPPY belated BDAY to COACH SUFRI!!!!OK!!Will post again!!XOXO

Always mie,

Emma

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2010-05-31T13:56:00.003+08:00

(B II M:)
Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say
And now it's too late to hold you
'Cause you've flown away
So far away
Ayyy

(MC:)
Never had I imagined
Living without your smile
Feeling and knowing you hear me
It keeps me alive
Alive

(all:)
And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
(MC: Together)
One sweet day
(MC:)
Evetually I'll see you in heaven...

(B II M:)
Darling, I never showed you (I never showed you)
Assumed you'd always be there (I thought you'd always be there)
I took your presence for granted
But I always cared
((MC:) But I always cared)
And I miss the love we shared

(all:)
And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
(MC: Together)
One sweet day
(MC:) Evnetually I'll see you in heaven

(B II M:)
Although the sun will never shine the same
I'll always look to a brighter day
(MC:)
Yeah
Lord I know when I lay me down to sleep
You will always listen as I pray

(all:)
And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
(MC:) Together
One sweet day

(all:)
And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
(MC:) Together
One sweet day

(MC:) Sorry I never told you (oooh)
(all:) All I wanted to say

Hey people..Ok see those blue highlighted words up there??Well those are lyrics to the song "One Sweet Day" by Mariah Carey And Boyz 2 Men...Veri meaningful man the song...Anyway,MSN-in with Abang Hadi and B.nick...Abang Hadi veri the chatty but B.nick veri quiet..Haiz..Dun Knw Whats wrong with hym..he wun tell...Nehmind2...I think he will tell if he's ready..If nt thn i dk...Anyway,bored here..Tomoro gt CCAC worshop sumemore...Haiz...Anyway,i am feeling veri the drowsy now..dunno y...getting sick again mayb...Haiz.Yesterday nite had a blast with my sisters..Dk what happened tht ended up fighting..I gt smacked in the face,thrown off the bed etc..It hurts but it was fun...Shall end here..OK!!Will post again!!XOXO

Always mie,
Emma
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2010-05-30T17:55:00.002+08:00

Hey people..ok i knw its my second post for todae..well,im bored..Anyway,i was browsing through vids when i found these two CUTE vids abt love quotes...Let me tell u why this touched me..Well,coz more thn half of what is shown in these two vids is true and with the song,its really touching to hear n read..I knw veri emo but hey u have to be once in a while ryte??...I also wanted to thnk abang hadi for givin me sooo much advice and makin me realise somethings tht i didnt b4....people,dun start to suspect anythin ok...He is juz like a brother/fren to me..NTH MORE!!!Anyway,hope u enjoy the vids yea...Its really touchin!!And if u have feelings thn u would agree with me...really,i cnt even express how sad i am after listening to abang hadi and reading this...All this has really captured my attention and made me realise alot of stuff...Yes sumetimes the words tht he used is really hurtful..seriously really hurtful but he juz wanted the best for me...Anyway,comments needed kk??XOXO

Always mie,Emma(Correct the mistakes urself ya?:))

2010-05-30T12:40:00.002+08:00

Hey hey..Ok...Reason for not posting yesterday??well,had a last minute plan to go to wild wild wet.so,reached there at ard 1+ thn blah blah blah went into the lazy pool or as we call it the shiok river..went around once thn headed for the pool with the smaller slides....So,yea..but after swimming for awhile daddy had to go to work...HAIZ HAIZ...So,swam for a few more hours and rode the sky rider with my sis..(she was scared!!)..Thn after changing,waited for dad thn auntie came...So,waited with her...Slacked here and there for abt 2 hrs thn went to SAKURA!!!Thn taxi-ed home and reached at 10...Didnt get to take the big slides coz noooo mood..Thts it i guess...Fotos??HAHA lazy to take!!btw while i was there,i heard tht an accident happened at one of the slides...well,i heard tht the women fell off the slide while the guy twisted his leg..OUCH!!!Anyway,enuf of yesterday...Well,now chattin with B.nick n Sir/Abang Hadi and smsin Amalina...I cnt belive tht juz by these 3 days of camp and 2 tymes chattin on MSN,Sir/Abang Hadi cn actually list down i repeat LIST DOWN all of my strengths and weaknesses and he can actually tell me abt my personality...u wanna noe what he said???HAHA MYOB!!Cn u belive it 3 days of camp and 2 chats on MSN..He knws me soooo well......He's a gd judge....But he is scaring me quite abit...Anyway,i shall end here kk??OK!!Will post again!!p.s. plss tagg or link mie b4 u leave!!XOXO

Always mie,
Emma
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2010-05-28T15:45:00.002+08:00

Hey people....Anyway,went to Lot 1 juz now to watch shrek:forever after...it was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sweet!!Wanna noe what its abt?..Go n see it urself...Anyway,while waitin for the movie to start,i came across a trailer..what trailer u ask??..Its the NEW STEP UP ad!!IN 3D!!!!!but sad the release date is in aug if im nt wrong....So,i guess i juz have to wait if i wanna see it...haiz....Anyway,i have nth to update man except tht im craving for an mp3/mp4 player!! :'(.....my songs are juz too much for my hp to handle...Double Haiz....Guess i hav to raise the $ myself to get tht...Triple Haiz....I also MISS dancing sooo much....Cant wait for dance to start!...Did i tell u people the plans??...well,since i have nth to post bout,i shall tell u the plan..well,dance will start on 30 June and when i starts we will have auditions i think for the YOG performance..My school has been paired with Bermuda..So,coach said tht we will have to dance the Bermuda traditional dance when they come by the school as my school will be the start point for the olympic torch run....Thn,we will perform at NIE(National Institute Of Education) for YOG also...Thn we have teacher's day performance which is hip hop!YAY!Finally after soooo long of asian dancing,Hip Hop comes!!But it wont be Sufri tht choreo the steps as he will be back in school by then...it will be the new teacher/coach/instructor/choreographer which is still unknown...So,i guess i better rest now coz semester 2 will be hell for me for all dance n studies n CCAC..Haiz..stress2...Anyway,smsin now..So,i shall end here..OK!Will post again!!p.s. plss tagg or link mie b4 u leave!!XOXO

Always mie,
Emma
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2010-05-27T16:27:00.002+08:00

Hey people..I'm back finally...Anyway,without wasting tyme,i shall update on the three days plus today..

Monday(24/5):
Went to school at abt 7.15 thn met in the hall..Thn well had briefing and stuff..Thn since i was hungry,Nana shared her brownies tht Irah made for her..IT WAS SODAP!!!btw,I wanna thank DHILLION a million for givin me a jacket...Thn arrived at Ulu Tiram at 11am..Thn settled down and thn went straight for lunch thn went for SOC..btw,we were splitted in 20 grps..And i gt grp 2(PARIS) with Instructor Hadi(22 year old)...SOC is like NS obstacle course man...U have to like cross OVER a tall wall thn crawl under wires and blah blah blah...So,after the obstacle,i was covered in scars...Thn at nite,we had the nite confidence walk..Remember i said tht we will be splitted into grps of 4 or 5..This tyme it was a SOLO walk back to base camp from a VERI VERI deserted town in the deep Ulu Tiram in middle of the woods....I was scared..seriously....Thn slept at abt 12+ but instead of sleeping,me,natasha,ama,zhafarina n unni started toking..Being girls we gossiped ALOT!!But slept at abt 2+ and woke up at 3.30 to bathe..

Tuesday(25/5):
Hd PT at 7am...Had scavenger hunt..Well,it was basically a 5km walk from base camp...We had to cross mud,sandy rivers,balance on pipes tht are sooo high up frm the ground...by the time we were walking back,i was literally limping and forcing myself to walk becoz of blisters and halfway thru the walk,i was dizzy but had to continue becoz we were like in nowhere....Thn after lunch had outdoor survival cooking...Cooked maggi..HMMM I LOIKE!!!!!Thn at nite had campfire.Laughed hard with instructor HADI..He was soooooo funny and weird..It was fun!!!btw Natasha:U OWE ME ONE!!I HURT MY ARM WHILE TRYING TO STOP U FROM FALLING!...Thn,had alittle dance-off between the instructors..THEY CAN DO BREAKDANCE MAN!!!!!WOOOOHOOO!!!!Thn went to sleep at abt 2+am...

Wednesday(26/5):
Had PT again but this tyme its worst!!Thn had flying fox!!!IT WAS FUN!!!Thn,packed and went home at abt 1pm...But i was soooooo excited to go hm..Thn bcoz of sumethin,my mood was like ruined!!Felt soo weak and tired and sick...didnt eat since i came home..Thn,sms-ed B.nick and thn Bazil called....

Thursday(27/5):
Met the principal today...He invited us to have tea with hym as he wanted to compliment us on the gd job we are doing for our results...Didnt eat coz gt no appetite..Thn,met teacher to find out results..I GT FIRST IN CLASS MAN!!!WOOOHOO!!!Thn,met Saffa's mom and brother at UT point..And thn hung out with FAIQAH for a while..So,now facebookin with instructor Ansar and MSN-in with instructor HADI..

Overall,the camp was AMAZING even though i gt hurt alot..Btw,Pics are at Instructor Ansar's FB kk??I have nth else to say bout the camp...So,i shall end here kk??I knw veri veri boring post but BEAR WITH IT!OK!!Will post again!!p.s. plss tagg or link mie b4 u leave!!XOXO

Always mie,
Emma
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2010-05-23T13:31:00.002+08:00

Hey people....Alryte well,tomoro is the start of my camp...Nervous yet excited...But since i posted sumethin abt this camp yesterday,todae i shall tok abt sumethin serious...Again i shall repeat what i said yesterday..Y IS IT THT KIDS THESE DAYS HAVE MOUTHS WITH NO INSURANCE?!Alot of my loved ones are being teased and backstabbed..They complain to me and i juz gave them the moral support they need..But,when these IMMATURES start to use my name,thts where they cross the line...I mean these IMMATURES who tease my loved ones said tht they are all of these because of me...WTH SEH!!!these IMMATURES dun even noe me!!Who are these IMMATURES to use my name?!WHERE THE HECK ARE THEIR BRAINS!!!First of all,I AM UR SENIOR LARH SEH!RESPECT LARH SIKIT!!!KORANG EJEK MY LOVED ONES I DIAM JE TAU!!JGN TEST MY PATIENCE LAH SEH!!TK HAPPY CKP DEPAN MUKER!!TK PAYAH CKP BLAKANG ORANG!!ORG YG ADE MULOT MCM KORANG KN KENE STAPLER BANYAK2 TAU TK!!!BUAT ORG NAIK DARAH JE TAU!Alryte....haiz...i dun wan to be bothered anymore with these bunch of IMMATURES...Juz one piece of advice to u people..B4 u judge people,JUDGE URSELF FIRST...ok??

Now enuf of tht anger...I am bored and angered(is there such word?)...Anyway,i shall try to post abt the camp ok??Other thn tht,i shall end here...OK!!Will post again!!p.s. plss tagg or link mie b4 u leave!!XOXO

TAKE CARE YALL!!

Always mie,
Emma
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2010-05-22T14:52:00.003+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOO....Alryte..update2 for the week..

Mon(17/5):
Had half-day as we were celebrating the success of the basketball people...Thn had CCAC meetin for briefin on 1 June and advice on the upcomin sec 3 camp...

Tues(18/5):
Learnt abt Re-Examination criteria..What is tht u ask??Well,its a new criteria where those who failed their Mid-Year paper ONLY will have to resit for tht same paper all over again but this tyme the teachers will give u the answers..So,u MUST MUST MUST score 95% and above for tht paper the second tyme round if not u will have to see the principal...WTH!!..Thn,the second twist is tht,if u resit for tht paper,thn it means u cnt fail tht subject during End-Year...WTH!!..haiz..SOOOO MANY criterias....Well,i have to resit for my maths and bio paper...So,i guess its brain-wrecking time during june hols...

Wed(19/5):
Happiest day of the week!!!PASSED MY POA!!!!!!!!WOOOHOOO!!!!!!Thn had fun with DHILLION...Vandalising his hand was awesome...

Thu(20/5):
DHILLION felt left out tht his photo wasnt in my hp..So,he sent me 2 of his photos and his drawings...btw,WE ARE ONLY CLOSE FRENS!!!Had leadership workshop thingy after sch from 2-5....The instructor was sooooooooooo LAME & BORING......Seriously,i prefer Mr Ethan(sp?) who scolded us like *TOOT* and tortured us with push-ups everytime we made a mistake during sec 1 orientation to tht instructor...

Fri(21/5):
Finally after sooooo much delay had the anti-drug prize presentation..Pravina's speech is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo SWEET!!!!Im proud to be a UFDC member!!Thn me,madeline,awza & charmaine were invited for a tea session with the principal on 27 May for gd results..

Thts it for the week...Now on to some serious matters...I have a few matters to mention...1)Chatted with Bazil yesterday...well,poor guy had a big prob...if u guys are like askin urself who he is...He is a close fren of mine...Well,he felt like he was a bridge in between two people...Dk what tht means??Well,basically in simple english it means tht he feels tht people are using hym to get to each other...Well,this girl name P-- used to be Bazil's crush until recently somethin happened tht made hym HATE her..Thn yesterday he went out with the class for a class outing..Thn,what made hym pissed is tht,his own fren started to flirt with P-- and P-- started to flirt with his fren...So,after the outing he called me and started complaining...Complain bout what??and how long we toked??thts between hym n me....But seriously people,the lesson i learn is to NVR EVER use people to get someone u like..It juz kills tht person emotionally...Even though Bazil juz kept on sayin tht he is okay & all but i knw he is really hurt.btw sorry baz...i apparantly fell asleep while tokin to u...PAISEH!!ps baz:SHHH!!.2)Why is it tht people's mouth have no insurance??well,one of my guy frens got insulted by 2 sec 1 or sec 2 girls from another school...He didnt even noe those B*T*H*S!! he was juz walkin pass them QUIETLY thn frm behind they tease hym!!WTH!!Girls sumemore..Buat malu masyarakat!Those girls were lucky tht he didnt go back and confront them!!Haiz..immatures...People have to learn to shut their mouths...

Anyway,my sec 3 camp will be from the 24th to 26th...And on the first nite i think we have a night confidence walk...Well,from what i hear,the people will be split into groups of 4 or 5 with a mixture of guys n girls(DUH) thn they will walk through a forest or sumethin....Thn the instructors will scare them..Well,thts wat happen to my cuzzin in his NPCC camp..He was i think the only guy with 4 girls...So,they made one line with hym infront and they all hold onto each other's shoulders...Thn whenever the instructors suddenly scare them,all the girls scream and the girl behind hym gt sooo scared,she squeezed his shoulders sooo hard....So,bein the timid person i am,im scared...I hope there will be more thn one guy in my group so at least when one girl scream,there wun be a chain reaction...get wht i mean??...Ouh ya,we will be goin to ULU TIRAM JOHOR!!

Anyway,SMSin Ihsan now...talkin bout stuff..Btw,i am thinking of changing my blog url...SUGGESTIONS???.I also changed my playlist...Give it a listen ya??.this post is sooooooooooooo dry...So, i shall end here...OK!!will post again!p.s. plss tagg or link mie b4 u leave!!XOXO

Always mie,
Emma
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